“No one can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” -Alex
ALEX P.O.V
Little by little i started opening my eyes, “where am i? What happened?”
No one answered. Everyone looks like they have seen a ghost with their pale white skin. That scared look on their faces, i would never forget it. It was as if they were facing death. The tears, the tears are the worst. Then again, why are all of my family members here? At a hospital.
I’m so confused. “Mom what's going on? Where’s Emily?”
My mom wouldn’t stop crying. Oh god i hope she’s not crying because i snuck out to a party, got intoxicated, lost my memory, and ended up well, in here. Although, i’m starting to get worried. No one is talking, just.. Crying.
I break the silence, “I’m sorry, please don’t be mad it was just a stupid party mom. please.”She didn’t say anything She just cried even more.
I heard a knock at the door. “ Oh, well, ummm good afternoon Alex, how are you feeling?”
I looked at him with a confused face then back at my mom who wouldn’t break eye contact with the floor. “Can you please tell me what’s going on.”
My mom breaks from her daydream stare. “What’s going to happen now doctor.”
“Well, clearly you haven't explained to your daughter here so…”
“ I just couldn’t i’m sorry.” She says as she slowly starts walking towards my aunt leaning by her side.
I’m starting to get scared now “What? Can someone just please say it.”
“Alex, I can’t sugar coat this and their isn’t an easy way to say this, but…”
“Just say it!” i interrupt.
“ Have you been having constant nose bleeds? or nausea for example constant puking or unable to eat? Maybe slight dizziness now and then?” He gives me a blank stare
“Yes, to all of those things, but i just thought it was something less important. Why?”
There was silence.
“Well, we took some tests when you’re friend brought you in last night And i’m so sorry, but all the test we took came out positive.”
“What?” tears started forming in my eyes.
“Alex, you have cancer.”
i couldn't respond to what that man in the lab coat had just said to me. There was no way of letting any words out even though i didn’t have much to say.. It all makes sense, but it wasn’t supposed end like this. I was just supposed to be here because i was too drunk at a stupid party that i don't even remember. I think that was the first time i have ever had fun. I think? The tears i had formed in my eyes slowly faded away. I wasn’t sad or scared. i was more angry.
He cleared his throat which broke more silence that had overcome the room. “ i’m sorry once again, but how long has this been going for? Alex, you’ve never came here to do testing or at least check ups. All i know is this has been going on for a long time because of the results. It’s dangerous to ignore symptoms like that. The cancer has become worse every day you decided not to come for testings.”
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ФанфикPrologue: 18 year old Alex is just trying to live her normal or maybe not so normal life. She has so many things going on with her, such as dealing with the “Bitch Squad” at school and having this dream about becoming something to do with music lat...
