Feeling Blue (langst & klance)

Past

Lances POV

I guess there's no getting out of it...

I sat on the floor next to keith. Coran put a helmet on me and keiths head, And allura did the same with hunk and pidge. Coran turned them on and my past played in our heads first....

Fuck...

-flashback-

Walking to middle school with my hood up and bruises on my face and the rest of my body. I walked into the school and kept my head down, some people pushed me but I stayed in my little shell of no emotion. I went into the classroom and sat in the back like normal. I didn't listen and just doodled on my notebook.

After school.

I walk into my home and I'm immediately greeted with a bottle smashing on my stomach. Tears fell as my father grabbed my neck and threw my 14 year old body across the room. He continued to beat me until he thought I was bloody enough. I sat up weakly and in pain. I walked up to the closet that I live in. I layed on the small little beat up mattress. I pull the thin blanket over me and lay there until I can fall asleep.

3 years later

I'm 17, I'm sitting in the hospital half dead, my aunt sitting in a chair next to the bed I was in. I had almost died from my father beating me. My aunt had walked in and stopped him. I felt bad because she took a punch to the face for me. She's holding my cold, skinny, hand and smiling sadly at my conscious but too weak to move body. She's telling me things will get better and things will be fine. I squeezed her hand weakly before blacking out again

-end of flashback-

I was looking down and keith was staring at me with sadness in his eyes and that fucking pity. I hate pity. I don't need pity. I ripped the helmet off and ran out. "Lance wait!" I heard keith yell after me. I ran down the hall and into a random room. I locked the door and slid down the wall. I pushed back the tears, I swore to never cry again after I got free of my father. I heard banging on the door and soon keiths voice "lance! Open the door! I just wanna talk!" He yelled with concern lacing his voice. Soon I heard shiros Voice, it was softer than keiths. "Lance? Come on out bud. We just wanna talk with you is that okay?" He said. "Go away..." I said quietly. The door opened and I saw pidge with her labtop. Shit. Keith ran to me and engulfed me in a hug. I was surprised to say the least. Keith rubbed my back and whispered "it's okay to cry you know, I won't judge you... not for this." He whispers. Tears fall down my face and. Soon I'm crying into keith with him rubbing my back and whispering calm things in my ear. I had never thought he was the kind to be good at this. I felt myself sort of blushing. Sure I'm a "ladies man" but I'm actually bisexual. Soon I calmed down and fell asleep with keith holding me tight. I hadn't slept in a while other than after I trained but that was short lived... and I found my self... loving keiths arms around me.

Keiths POV

I soon heard his soft breaths, telling me that he's asleep. I look at shiro with worry in my eyes. "We had no idea... and we treated him like he wasn't important to us..." I said. It's true, I knew I treated him like shit, but that's because it didn't want it to be obvious that I loved him, I love his humor, I love his smile, I love how he cares about everyone. I love everything about him. "Yeah..." Shiro agreed. I picked lance up and carried him to his room. I set him down on the bed and watched him. Shiro left and I stayed. I listened to lances soft breathing. I messed with lances hair while he was asleep. He seemed to like the feeling of it. I don't think he's felt It before. And I think I understand why he jokes around so much....

...He's hiding behind a mask...