I cry to much...
I wish...
Something could heal my empty heart
Or..
A bandaid..
Big enough to cover all the mistakes
You won't have to look at me anymore
I will be gone..
You will look at my figure..
And hate it..
I'm not perfect..
My eyes are a illuminate green
So stare at those..
Nothing else..
Give me time to fix the mistake..
It's okay
My smile doesn't represent these feelings inside
I feel tired
I feel sluggish
Every time I wake up I just wanna go back to sleep
I don't wanna get up..
My arms are weak and scarred
My eyes are dull now
Don't look at me
I wanna cover up
It's okay
I try to smile more
For you,
Only you
So..
Though I feel emotionally unstable..
And a physical threat..
I won't.
For you.
Only you..
Forgive the mistakes on me
My lips
My eyes
My hands
My skin
My teeth
My giggle
My laugh
My sneeze
My ears
My nose
My ankles
My thighs
My stomach
My feet
My..
Everything