Asylum ( BBS Au )

Chaper four

- Vanoss's POV -

I sat in the staff room staring out the window.

He kissed me. I kissed back. We kissed. Why?!

I was abruptly taken out of my thoughts by someone touching my shoulder and I look up meeting with a pair of ocean blue eyes.

"You okay?" I hear Wildcat ask me

"Oh, yeah, sorry guess I kinda got taken outta reality." I try to chuckle nervously trying to play it off as if nothing happened

"Vanoss, you seem really off today, do you wanna go talk about it?" Wildcat asks with a very concerned look on his face

Should I tell him? He is my best friend. Maybe I should.

"Can we go somewhere more private?" I ask slightly scratching the back of my neck awkwardly

He offers his hand and I take it and he leads me to a little spot we found when we first got here. It's a quiet place in the back outside. The rain was only slightly falling right now. My chocolate brown eyes meet his ocean eyes and I bite my lip slightly.

"What's going on? I'm really starting to worry." He says and puts his hand on my shoulder squeezing gently but reassuringly

"Well, Delirious kissed me.." I mumble out

"He what?! Does he not know that's against the rules?!" Wildcat gets slightly angry

"I don't know, but I left right after it happened, but I just, I don't know." I say and look away slightly

"You cannot develop feelings for him Vanoss, find a way to not, got it." Wildcat growls and gets closer to me

Sadly it was to late, but I can't tell him that.

"I know, I promise." I smile and look up at him causing him to smile as well

Wildcat then pulls me in for a tight hug and I hug back. I always felt safe in his arms, no matter what. We pull away, both of our faces getting very close to eachothers, he looks at me and blushes.

"Well, break is almost over, we better head inside." He says and blushes a deep shade of red

I nod and we both head in. When we get to the break room I quickly eat my sandwich noticing I have to get back to Delirious. I hurry down towards his room unlocking and opening the door to see him sitting in the corner of his room.

"Delirious, I'm back." I say softly and walk towards his bed putting my bin back on it

"Why do you act like you care about me when you really don't." Delirious grows while standing up slowly

"What re you talking about?" I ask with a confused look

Delirious whips around so he's facing me. His eyes are a deep deep blue colour, like if they went any darker they'd be black. I could tell something in him snapped which worried me.

"You don't care!" He shouts and charges at me throwing me again the wall

My back collided with the hard cold surface as I feel all the air getting ripped from my lungs. I watch as he starts walking towards me putting both his hands on either side of my head. He looked mad, not even he looked furious! I don't know his strength so he could defiantly smush me like a bug.

"Why make me fucking believe you care when you don't you stupid fuck?!" He shouts right in my face

I feel his hot breathe hitting my face as my eyes meet his and I feel a shit ton of fear enter my body.

"Delirious I do care about you a lot." I say softly

What I do next shocks both of us. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him close. His arms fall to his side and I hear his breathing slow down. I then feel his arms tightly wrap around my waist and soft sobs.

"Shh, hey it's okay, I'm right here." I say rubbing his back and holding him tightly

"They told me you didn't care, I'm sorry.." He says softly into the crook of my neck as I feel his cold wet tears run down my neck and onto my shirt

"Cmon, you go lay in bed, I'll sit with you and we will just sit in silence and try to get you to sleep, okay?" I ask softly

Delirious let's go of me and gets into bed. I sit beside him looking at the time seeing I only have 3 hours left till I'm off. I look at Delirious who's eyes are shut and I start humming softly.

- 3 hours later. -

I look at the time and slowly stand up.

"Vanoss? Are you off?" I hear delirious slightly say

I walk over beside him and look down at him.

"Yes I am, I'll see you tomorrow though, okay?" I say and softly smile

Before I can leave I feel arms wrap around my neck and pull me down. I feel my lips connect with someone's warm rough ones and I freeze. It doesn't take me long to kiss back thought. I then feel him pull away and roll back over and go to sleep. I grab my box quickly and rush out of the room meeting the boys and heading home.

But what happens next, I would have never expected.