Navy Rose (Jikook)

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Yoongi's POV
I watched as Jimin sat silently by jungkook's hospital bed. He was scheduled for surgery in 2 hours.

"He really did love you, you know" I said sharply. I still loved jimin with everything I had, but he needed this.

"I know" Jimin said softly.

I sat on the couch behind him.

"Jimin-ah. I still love you. I don't hate you. It's not your fault, you didn't know. I was angry at the dorm. the things I said, They weren't true okay?"

He nodded "I know hyung" 

Jimin sat forward and slowly laced his fingers with Jungkook.
He began to speak.

Jungkook's POV
"I don't know if you can hear me kookie-ah" It was Jimin's voice, for once I didn't feel the flowers or the chest pain. Why was I hearing this.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for everything I said at the dorm. I never wanted this to happen. I never meant to hurt you" he was softly crying.

"I'll never forgive myself for what I said to you kookie. You won't remember us and you won't remember that fight but I'll never forget the things I said and the look on your face" he started to cry harder.

"I'm sorry I never said it. I love you with everything I am Jungkook. And I'm sorry it took me till now to realize it. I only stayed around tae so I wouldn't have to look at you anymore"

"Why Jimin" It was Yoongi

"Because I was afraid. I saw what was happening to you. I just didn't know it was something like this. I didn't know I could have possibly lost you due to my own stupidity. I couldn't lose someone so close to me. In the end I lost you anyway"

"Why did you say those things Jimin" it was Yoongi again

"Because I was afraid of loving you" Jimin's sobs were violent and loud. "I was afraid of myself. I was so scared of losing you in rejecting that I pushed you away and now you won't even remember my name. I'm sorry I left you"

His name? Why wouldn't I- Yoongi must have ordered the surgery. I tried to scream and I tried to cry.

"It's for the best Kookie-ah" Jimin was still crying "I would never be able to live with myself if you remembered all the pain I caused you. We'll make new memories. I love you Jungkook"

I felt jimin's hands presence leave mine.

"I'm sorry Jungkook-ah. But it's for the best. You won't remember your hanahaki after this is done and you won't remember Jimin or the feelings he gave you. I did this to protect you. We did this cause we love you" Yoongi's voice was the last thing I heard before I was gone again