My Greatest Fear

CHAPTER 18:

Nicholas's

Sinabihan niya akong lumabas pero di ko ginawa dahil gusto ko siyang hintayin. I know Im really desperate to talk to her. Ano bang magagawa ko? I wanna ask for her forgiveness. Kahit yun mn lang makuha ko mula sa kanya and I know its not gonna be that easy but I will still pursue her. No matter what.

Come'on honey, katatawag mo lang kaya. Papunta na nga ako diyan dba? Ano ba kasi ang pinagmamadali mo? Hahaha fine, fine. Yeah whatever, see you there hon. Iloveyou- Narinig ko syang nagsasalita habang nakangiting naglalakad sa pasilyo. She's talking to somebody on the phone and she called that someone Hon? What the fuck.

Sinundan ko sya and I saw her walk through the elevator at bago ito magsara dalidali akong pumasok.

" I didnt know na may boyfriend ka na pala." - I said breaking the silence and awkwardness between us.

"What do you mean?"

" I heard you talking on the phone with someone and you called him honey"- I bluntly said

"It doesnt concern you Mr. Montezo. Its none of your business. Im none of your business."

" Everything about you is my business Olivia"- I rebutted.

" And why is that so Mr. Montezo? Your no longer part of my life since the day you have taken me for granted." She said and the elevator door opened

" Via" - I called her and she stopped on her track.

" I know what Ive done, alam ko at pinagsisisihan ko na iyon, dahil dun nawala ang babaeng pinakamamahal ko, kaya sana nman patawarin mo ako"

" Di yun ganun kadali Nico"- sabi nito. I was a little bit shocked dahil ito ang kauna'unahang beses na narinig ko sya na tinawag yung pangalan ko na walang formalities.

" I know kaya nga eto ako dba? Para humingi nang tawad. Ano bang dapat kong gawin Via?. Sabihin mo lang gagawin ko." I Said almost pleading at di ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako, but I dont care basta bumalik lng kami sa dati.

" Ibalik mo sya saakin at dun patatawarin na kita." She said and left me thinking. Sino sya? Sinong ibabalik?

Olivia's

Alam ko,alam ko na di ko na kayang ibalik pa yung nawala saakin pero kasi,masakit at masyadong mahirap yung hinihingi nya. I want him to pay, pay for what he have done para sa lahat ng sakit, lahat nang mga nangyari saakin noon, sa gabi-gabing pag-iyak ko dahil sa kanya. Lalong lalo na yung babaeng yun. She started all of this.

I was literally crying while walking at the corridor. Halos lahat ng empleyado ko tinitingnan ako. I wanted to scream and tell him everything pero hindi pa ito yung tamang oras. I will make them pay Big time para sa buhay na nawala saakin. Buhay din ang kapalit.  Pinatay na nila ang Via na mapagmahal, mapagkumbaba at masayahin at may dinurog pa nila ako nung nawala ang tanging pag'asang natitira saakin na maging masaya pa ako.

Tinawagan ko na lang si Honey na sa bahay nlng kami mag kita noong una dada pa siya nang dada but when she noticed that there is something wrong going on. She just agreed. Honey is my friend back then and she has a great hate towards summers. Ito at ang pamilya nito ang dahilan ko bakit sila naghirap noon at namatay ang tatay nito dahil di nakayanan ng puso ang problema sa pagka bankrupt ng kompanya nila and right now shes with me to drag that bitch down till hell.

A/n: sabaw ba? Hahaha sorry