You Made Me Begin (BTS FANFIC)

Leaving The Past Behind

HoSeok

"Sir, Kim TaeHyung is here." We all turn to see the newest arrival, curious. I instantly look at SeokJin, who turns to me too.
"Is that the guy from the auditions?" I mouth to him, to which he nods before we turn our attention back to the boy.
He's cuter than I remember, he will probably get the most attention out of us all, unless they managed to actually find cuter yet equally talented guys to also join.
Of course we can't help but compliment him, I mean no offence to the other boys or myself but until now I didn't see this being a group with any real visual.
Yes SeokJin is handsome, he really is, but he doesn't fit the cutesy Kpop idol visual stereotype... If that makes any sense at all.
NamJoon well he is attractive but again, he looks like a rapper, he's not the cutesy visual type either.
Then there is me... Well I'm not saying I'm ugly or anything but I'm no TaeHyung. I'm not even a SeonJin, I'm just, me, I don't really look the part... But I must not be that bad, I wouldn't be here otherwise.
"Who do you think will show up next?" My attention is drawn back to the conversation with TaeHyung's question.
"I hope Jimin comes soon, I think you guys will like him, he's-" NamJoon is cut of by an unfamiliar voice at the door, making us all turn to see him.
"I'm what?" I'm assuming this is Jimin. He's cute too. In some cases he could be considered cuter, but in a 'look at my chubby little baby face I'm so innocent looking' kind of way.
"JIMIN-AH!" NamJoon rushes over to him, waw they got close really quick, how many times have they met before this?
"NamJoonie, why don't you formally introduced me to our bandmates." NamJoon nods, with an arm around Jimin's neck, leading him over to sit on the couch.
Now that I see him closer, I recognise him, he was at the auditions too, sitting beside our manager at the desk.
"This is HoSeok, this is SeokJin, and this is TaeHyung." He greets us all after being told who we each are.
"I remember you all from the auditions, especially TaeHyung, not that he was any more talented but he sang the same song that got me here." That seems ironic. I wonder what the song was.

TaeHyung

"What song was is?" SeokJin asks. It... It was the same song? Is that why I got this? Is there something special about that song? I found it online, just this guy who sings songs I've never heard of.
"Actually the important part about the song is who sang it originally and who wrote it." The manager adds, I almost forgot he was here. We all look at him, with a puzzled expression. Everyone apart from Jimin.
"Who was it?" Why is he so important? Who wrote it? Those are my questions.
"Your- well hopefully- bandmates." My eyes widen further, if that is even possible. He, he is joining our group? Wait there's two of them. I might have seen the other one, but I didn't pay much attention, I just wanted an audition song.
"Ou-our bandmates? Wait how did you both know the song before the band?" I look to HoSeok, who voices his confusion, along with the expression on his face.
"I found it online, he has an incredible voice and I really liked the song so I thought I'd give it a try at the auditions." I turn to look at Jimin, still surprised that anyone knew the song, or them.
"Sir."

YoonGi

"I'll take you right through, you are the last two here." The sweet receptionist chirps as she leads us through.
"Thank you, Miss Yeon Su." Jungkook replies, noticing her name tag and being charming as ever. I doubt many others would have taken the time to notice that detail, or add her name in when talking to her. The 'miss' doesn't help.
"Sir." She interrupts the conversation that is happening in the room. "YoonGi and Jungkook are here." With a nod we enter the room, saying thank you one last time to YeonSu.
"We were just talking about you two." The manager says as we enter, is that a good thing?
"About us?" I question, duh I know he just said that but, shut up, don't judge me it's the typical reaction. "What about us?" I add, trying to make it seem better.
As we approach the group, I notice two of them, both fairly cute, like Jungkook. They look at us differently from the others. Like we're celebrities or something.
"Everyone this is Jeon Jungkook and Min YoonGi. Obviously Jimin and TaeHyung already know who they are." I take it Jimin and TaeHyung are the two I noticed. That makes sense as to why they're looking at us like that.
One by one the others introduced themselves, however I still would like to know what they were talking about, I know it was us but what about us?
"We were talking about how these two," he gestures to the two from before, "already knew who you were, Jimin sang your song the night I scouted him and TaeHyung sang the same song in the auditions. It was Jimin that suggested we try get in touch with you." I look to Jimin, he is the reason we are here? That we are leaving that God awful porn studio for good?
"Thank you, really I mean it, I, well actually we needed to get out of that place, where we both worked before." Jungkook says to the short black haired boy.
This day is already very surreal, it feels like a dream, do I have to wake up? I don't really want to.
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"Hey YoonGi, you okay? You seem pretty, I don't know, different." Jungkook says as I leave the small box room, meeting him in the hallway. I smile at him, happier than I've been in a long time.
"I no longer work in the porn industry, I'm over the moon, can you believe this, we are finally getting out of here." He smiles back, but he looks a little sheepish. "Are you okay?" I can tell there's something up, he's not happy, not like he should be right now.
"What about all the videos, what if someone comes across it and it brings down the entire group, maybe even company, because of what I have done until now." I understand, but he has nothing to worry about.
"It's taken care of, don't worry about it." I notice his confused expression before I walk away, leaving him to jog along to catch up with me.

Jungkook

"It's taken care of, don't worry about it." Wait... What? What does he mean taken care of? What has he done?
I practically chase him home, trying to get an answer, he's walking so fast that keeping up means lightly jogging every so offer.
"Why won't you tell me?" I ask as we enter my apartment. He sits at his computer, logging into the site with a membership login, we get them for free when we work in the company.
"Because I want to show you." What has he done? "Search for your videos." He instructs and I type in some of the video titles I remember. Nothing. Gone. "I deleted them all." HE WHAT?!
"All of them?" He nods, holy shit. How did he know them all?
"I've done the audio for practically them all so I found them all and deleted them before I resigned." I nod, still amazed that he had done this.
"So, does this mean you've seen them all?" I suddenly feel embarrassed. Most of them are the same repetitive old thing... But then there is that one. I never really wanted to do that one, but, it's a job, if I wanted to get paid I needed to do it.
"Well, I already had seen most from being the composer of them. But any that I hadn't seen, I didn't watch." He doesn't seem to find this situation awkward... Maybe he didn't notice what that one was.
"Thank you, I don't know what I would've done if we make it big and someone had found them. I don't think that would have ended well."  I think that would have been the end of my career.