Hey guys.
It's been a while hasn't it?
I'm sorry about being gone (I hope at least some of you missed me) and you know what?
It feels awesome to be back.
I was on vacation.
Well not really vacation. My family took me to Australia if you can believe that.
They said that the stress, losing someone important and everything else was "bad for my health".
They said I could bring one person with us.
I chose Cameron.
It was fun there I mean I met New people, made new friends, saw New things. But there is no place like home, eh?
Honestly I still miss her. Can't sleep with out seeing her face or looking for her in a crowd when I go somewhere.
I'm finishing high school here. So I'll be stuck with the grief, the sympathy and the annoying well-wishers.
Cameron is helping. Alot. I mean he could never replace Ash but it helps to have someone to talk to whose feeling the same thing.
I can say her name without flinching too much.
I can pick up my phone and not get tears in my eyes when there's no text from her.
And I finally stopped calling her voicemail.
I'm getting better. And so is Cam.
And I'm not leaving again
