My Random (Art) book II

I would like to thank you...for yor hard work :)

Oh...
Hi everyone.
I hope you guys can see and read this clearly...heh....
I have felt not so...great for days now...

To be frankly.
3 years.

But hey,let's not ruin your great day!

Beside,
Who cares about my feelings anyway?
Hahaha....ha...heh...

I know a lot of you are annoyed by my childish personality,and...
My overly excitement and...

I...often be very annoying when I care for someone.

I'm sorry for all the troubles I costed,and I'm sorry for bothering and wasting your time.

Inside my head now is a mess...

I'm lost.

Seriously lost.

I often tal-
Used to talk to some friends here whenever I have this sea of feelings just tumbling back and forth in my heart and my head.

But now no one is here.

They all left.

For the last few months,I was trying my best to keep myself together.

But no matter what I do,it all just fell apart and...
I would be a mess.

I'm sorry...

I'm such a mess.

I'm sorry.

Maybe it would be better if I just let it all out.

Maybe it would be better if I already am DEAD

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-hey-

-give up-

-It is no use in fixing me-

-you all can tell me to go kill myself-

-it's totally fine-

-Really-

-Why do I even live-

-What is the purpose of all this?-

-Why even try?-

-Why even stay-

-Why do I even cling to the edge-

-of this world?-

-When I can free myself?-
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-It is freedom-

-And it is near-

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-To us depressed people,death is an escape.
It is the only escape.

And it is our one and only option.

To be freed.
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Don't worry,I'm not that depressed yet.

Just showing some kids what it is like to be depressed.

Can't believe some kids want to have mental health problems.

Like JFC what the fuck is wrong with your mind?

You were born with no fucking mental health problem and that shit is a fucking blessing,you little shit!

Be fucking grateful for once!

JFC,kids these days...

Anyway,this is just a rant and all that shit I made you read is just so you know what kind of struggle I have to deal with every morning when I open my eyes.

I have arts,
But here is a warning
It is pretty disturbing,and I was pretty suicidal when I draw that shit...

So self-harm,suicide and depressed shit is coming up.
If you are easy to be triggered,leave.

Nobody makes you see this crap,leave if you want,ok?
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You have been warned :)

Still kinda depressed...