Breakfast Pt 2

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*Andria P.O.V*

I woke up with alot on my mind and dustin arms wrapped around me. I felt so uncomfortable because it just didnt feel right,It felt like I had the devil arms around me ,just evil and cold hearted and definitely a good  manipulater.Like why did I give in last night...why..i feel so weak and disgusted with myself....The man i was crying my heart out about yesterday played me and yet still got what he wanted ,just because i was a emotional wreck and was thinking about patrick and me being together. I want him i really do but this whole thing really cant happen between us ...or could it..

I was just thinking about so much that happen yesterday,especially that kiss from patrick . It was just so amazing, are lips where in sync romanticly, passionate and yet intense that i loved every second of it.The way he felt on me and held me was like a feeling of being loved and important to somebody all over again.An I really missed that feeling alot, but the thing about this..it's still wrong regardless...Its just so crazy and messy that i don't know what to do....i dont want to hurt akira nor lea...and I do love dustin ..but my heart is telling me something different.....maybe i should talk about this to mayyah i know she wouldnt tell nobody and she always gives me good advice...sometimes...

I Got up from around dustin arms gently and quietly so i wouldnt wake him up then i went to my closet putted on some shorts and a tube floral shirt. I then threw my hair in a bun and left out the room. I walked down the hallway to mayyah room and took a deep breath and then started knocking on the door. Seconds later the door open and by no surprise bryce open it.

I couldn't help but to giggle a little because i knew they had to do something last night, especially since he open the door with out a shirt on. It was so awkward but funny at the same time

Bryce: Um hey andria

Andria: Hey bryce is ugh mayyah in there i really need to talk to her

Bryce: Ugh yea ..hold on

He cracked the door and i waited out side patiently waiting. I was looking at my phone until i heard a door closing,I looked up and saw patrick starring right at me. Both of ours eyes locked and i could feel the awkwardness occuring in the atmosphere

Patrick:Um

He started scratching his head and i started moving my foot around nervously

Andria: mmm *Clears Throat* good morning

Patrick: ugh..Goodmorning

We both smiled at each other but yet words weren't for real coming out of none of our mouths ,it just felt so weird to both of us just cause of what happen yesterday.

Patrick: So ugh.. you good...you straight

Andria: yea i am cool...just a lil tired

Patrick: Um..That's good  *chuckling nervously*

I though it was so cute how he was more nervous then me, and i loved the way he kept rubbing and scratching his hair a certain way for some reason

Andria:Yea I guess *giggling * how about you

Patrick: I am doing good just still thinking about a lot of shit

He started moving in closer to me still uncomfortable and nervous

Patrick: So um about yesterda...*Gets Cut off*

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