Poem 12-My hero -not anymore

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my big brother

we have been trough a lot together

8 years apart but closer than anything

he is an alcoholic

and a recovering drug addict

he lives on his own and I'm proud

I'm proud that he is no longer doing drugs

I'm proud that he is getting help

I'm proud that he is now independent

but I'm no longer proud of him

NO!!!!

he says he loves me..

and I want to believe him,

but I cant...

deep inside I know he doesn't

some things have happened and..

he chose his best friend over me

he calls me a liar

he wont come over anymore to hang out

doesn't even call me to see if I'm okay

he has chosen not to love me anymore

and that hurts, but I am forced to be strong

and act like I don't care...

because even if I show I care

it wont change anything,

so why waste my time and energy

I have lost my hero...

I am lost without him

he meant the world to me

I was willing to take my own life for him

but not anymore

I don't need him!!

I'm on my own now.

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