Negovanman (Wattys2018)

Chapter 2

Previously

Elise: I really like you

Natasha's POV:

Am I hearing this right did the girl I have had a crush on for years really just say she likes me?

Of course not it is just the alcohol talking, though I have had quite a bit to drink myself.

All I can do is stare at Elise's beautiful face, it's so perfect nothing can compare.

My vission is a little compromised at the moment but it looks to me like Elise is coming onto me.

 Elise is now approaching me and my mind although slow and slurred is going a million miles a second with all sorts of possibilities and outcomes.

Elise leaned in and our lips met. Her lips were the softest things in the world. It was something so much more than just a stage kiss or our practices. It felt just a bit better than when I would sneak in an improv kiss or two on the set.

Elise started to move her body and grab me, her kiss deepining and getting a little more intense. As much as I loved what was going on I had a little bit of self-awareness left inside to know that this is not how I wanted our first real kiss to happen.

I didn't even know if Elise even likes me, yeah Kaitlyn said that she did but how can I know what they said was really accurate, I mean Kaitlyn is not Elise what if they were wrong and I mess it up.

As my thought process ends I try and push Elise who is now stradling me on her couch off of me, man I really hadn't noticed how heated this had all gotten.

As I sit up Elise is staring at me in confusion as to why i pushed her off

Elise's POV:

I am so into the kiss I have had feelings for Natasha ever since we went in first for auditions. I thought she was the most beautiful, loving and most genuine person I had ever met just by looking at her I knew that she was perfect.

As I start to deepen the kiss I feel Natasha's hands start to push me off so I let her.

"why did you stop?"

As my head was starting to clear a little bit of the alcohol away I had come to my senses.

"OH, MY GOD!! Natasha, I am so sorry I did not mean to-- I"

I was cut off by Natasha's finger on my lips shushing me

Natasha's POV:

As Elise is rambling on about kissing me thinking that It wasn't the best thing that has ever happened to me, I make an effort to try and calm the smaller girl down, I put my index finger up to her lips trying to shush her... it worked.

"Elise please, it's alright"

I wish I could have just sat there and kissed her all night long but I wanted it to be when we were sober.

"Elise look"

Elise's POV:

Oh no here it comes she is totally going to dump me as a best friend, or see that I have feelings for her and get all weirded out by it, shit what will I do without Natasha she is the closest friend I have ever had and....

As my mind is going two million miles a minute I am met with a hug

Natasha's POV:

As I was about to speak to Elise I can see that she has so clearly zoned out and I knew that although she may not have been verbally rambling she was rambling up a storm inside that cute little head of hers. I decided to take action in order to calm her down again and hug her as hard as I can.

"Elise... I... I like you too"