A Kind Demon. (UNDER EDITING) (Sebastian x Neko!Reader)

Chapter 4 (EDITED)

2nd Person POV

You had a dream, the black figure was speaking to you, his lips moving... it was soundless.

As you woke, you had no memory of it. The maids entered and opened the curtains. They acted with haste. Taking about an hour getting your face all "prettied" up. With your mom entering and helping you slip into your gown, you were ready. Your chest was exposed. Why wouldn't it be? You look at your small chest. Sadness.
"You look stunning!" She exclaimed, enthusiastically.
"Mom? There's going to be security, right?"
Your mother would respond, sure of herself. "Of course, hun!"
One of the only times she's ever fucking nice to you.

Clarence would enter without any notice... does anybody knock nowadays? Your mom and the maids left, seeing the boy.
"You are going to LOVE this!" You trembled. Not because you were afraid, in fact.. you were confident. You just needed to fool him.
"That's a good kitty. Now go and put on a good show for me, won't you? After this I'll let you have everything you wanted! Every girl always wants the easy way out, don't they?" He would laugh and snort. You withheld your anger.. it wasn't worth it, you told yourself. 

Everybody already started arriving. Butterflies erupting in your stomach. Your maid handed you a small snack, but you'd decline. You felt like vomiting right about now...

After a few minutes the wedding started. Ciel was in the front row. Poor kid.

Clarence was waiting, smirking. So excited to take your happiness. You walked up with the bouquet in your hands. Forcing a smile. Your father was by your side.. he never spoke to you, so it was awkward.
The music played, everyone watching. All the marriage stuff.
You stood in front of Clarence.
The priest spoke, and finished the vows.
"I do." Said Clarence.
Ciel was smiling with so much glee. 
"I don't." You said, everybody gasped. Your parents were disgusted- about to object to your little rebellion. 
You kicked down Clarence before they had a chance. Grabbing a dagger you had hid under your gown..
"I'D RATHER DIE THAN BE WITH YOU!" You stabbed your neck, and took the blade back out from it.. seeing blurry, and then it all went black.

You had exited your body. You caught a glimpse of everyone.
Ciel was traumatized.
Everybody was horrified. All you can recall is that it was just black. No sound, for a very long time. But you felt like somebody was telling you things you were supposed to know. It was a few years. A long few years. You don't recall any of it, though. Your soul was just.. resting.

But you wouldn't stay like this forever.