Collin's POV
I rushed over to Hollands class.
"Is Holland here?" I asked as I leaned by the door.
"No. I don't think she ever came in" I tugged on my neck, closed the door and went to Kevin's office.
"Holland isn't here" Kevin shrugged.
"Is Brandon here?" He asked. I held up my finger and dialed Brandon.
"Where's Holland?" I asked as soon as I heard him pick up.
"Your house" I sigh of relief came.
"When I get there, get out" I put the phone down and hung up.
"I'll tell you if anything happens, Kevin" I headed out the door and straight to my car. Once I got to my house, I opened the door and went to Hollands room.
"Get out" I commanded Brandon. He got up from Holland's bed.
"Your mom asked to stay. It was my fault she's like this so I'm going to take care of her" I scoffed.
"It was actually both of your faults" I commented. I looked at Holland and saw her eyes were red and puffy.
"You know what? Be my guest and take care of her. You should know her body parts very well, in fact." I left Hollands room and slammed the door hard. I walked over to my room and locked myself in.
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Holland's POV
"It's going to be okay" Brandon kept on repeating as he stroked my hair. I shook my head.
"Can you please leave?" I asked. Brandon sighed, stood up and got his bags.
"Call me when you need something" I nodded as he left my room.
I just wanted to be alone. I'm tired of loosing the ones that mean so much to me in my life. I do everything wrong. I got up from bed, threw on a shirt and some leggings.
"Where are you going?" I turned around and saw Collin.
"I'm-" then I noticed he was on the phone.
"I'll be there. After all, I need this shit." he went in his room and shut the door. I closed my eyes and exhaled. I went down the stairs and walked all the way to the cemetery. I arrived an hour later and headed towards my parents grave.
"Hey mom. Hey daddy" I kneeled down next to their grave.
"I would've brought you some flowers but I wasn't really thinking clearly" I sat down.
"I cheated on Collin" I took in a deep breath. "You must be disappointed in me" I bowed my head.
"I just needed to know if I felt something for Brandon" I dried my tears.
"I need you guys here more than ever right now. Mrs. Finn was kind enough allowing me to stay at her place but being in the same house with Collin after all this mess isn't really a good idea" I took a deep breath.
"I'm thinking of just running away. Everything is going wrong and it's all my fault"
I chuckled "dad would be calling me a crazy lunatic right now"
"I remember when you guys didn't want me sleeping over Collins" I smiled.
"Prom is on Saturday and so far I don't have a date. I had Collin" I frowned.
"I'll make it work with Collin. I want to. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me" I got up.
"I'll see you guys soon" I kissed both of their graves and left back to Collin's. Being thirty minutes away from Collins I started getting a call.
