I'm trying to be okay; with myself and just life in general. I feel hopeless and fake. I'm trying to have hope. Hope that it'll all be ok; that we'll be okay. God why do you have to make this so hard. I love you. I love you and why is that not enough for my heart. I am lonely. But in love, how does that work? I'm supposed to be happy. Why am I not happy!? I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE! I am drowning. I am dying inside and I am laughing my way through it except I am watching myself get lost. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to be happy with myself. I feel worthless. I feel like I don't matter. I'm too busy caring for others and I haven't been caring for myself. Except I don't know how to care for myself anymore
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Inner Thoughts
Non-Fiction"Inner Thoughts" is a collection of writings, derived from the many thoughts in my head. *****TRIGGER WARNING***** Contains mentions of sexual assault, depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts
