james mcavoy one shots.

robbie turner [ 4 ]

you confessing your love to him

„"dearest robbie
   i write this"

shit. you glanced at the clock, its ticking reading 1:47am. you knew robbie would not be around for much longer if he got into his doctorate university. you simply must tell him before its too late. you warned yourself.

its not like you didn't know why you were still wide awake, it has proven difficult to stop the images of him spreading through your head for hours with no end.

you groaned at the whole thing. It was ridiculous and you knew it. with a final grumble of frustration, you got out of bed, determined to end this on way or another.

you snatched your bedrobe up from where it had been laying rumpled on the floor and slipped it on while walking the short distance out the door, but the longer distance towards robbie's small house.

now that you stood with the long grass caressing your ankles, you could feel your heart begin to unravel. before you could loose your calm, you quickly brought your knuckles up and rapped three times confidently on the door. It swung open almost immediately and you instantly regretted your decision as you were now staring at robbies bare chest through his half buttoned shirt.

"(Y/N), love, is something wrong?" he looked a bit worrisome, due to the fact that you were at his door at almost two.

you shook your head sluggishly, "no. I just wanted..."

you trailed off as your eyes began to wander back to his collarbone, though, you snapped your gaze back up to his.
"never mind, i'll tell you some othertime, its not important."

"It has to be at least a large bit troublesome , otherwise you wouldn't be up so late and you certaintly wouldnt be running though muddy water to get here." Amusement laced his voice as he stared down at the mud caking the lace dressing gown.

"It's ... nothing. I just... well." you took two deep breaths and before you could think twice, every possible conversation you had thought imaginable came crashing through your mouth. "you know how when you're friends with someone and you love being friends with them, but then you decide you like them more than they percieve you, you decide you cant be friends with them anymore because it hurts too much, not that thats whats happe-"
you paused and let out a sigh, trying your best to rearrange your thoughts in your head.

"I guess what I"m trying to say is that I like. I really like you, robbie." now that you finally had that out of your head, you realized that you had been looking down at your feet avoiding contact with those gorgeous sea ice eyes he owned.

you had been looking anywhere but robbie, but now you glanced up at him to see that an amused and comedic smirk had spread to his lips as well.

"well why didn't you say that in the first place?" he teased, causing you to look back down at your feet, face turning ruddy and rose.

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry, i understand if you dont." You murmured in apology.
robbie chuckled and took your face in his hands, tilting your head up so that you had to look him in the eye.
"(Y/N), I wouldn't have it any other way."

he smiles again as he locked eyes, which closed slowly before pressing his lips to yours desperately.