a/n: This is probabky the longest chapter I have written pls b proud of me & ily ty for reading :)
I fiddled with the ends of my hair as I paced around the room i had no idea what to do. I still wanted finn alot but i didnt want to be hurt again. I came to a halt, an idea forming in my brain, why not implement a break?
"Okay so let's have a break, 2 weeks starting now. no communication — nothing and if you still want to fix this then, we can give it another go." I said extending my hand for a handshake. Finn took my hand and nodded "deal."
Finn began to leave "Finn wait!" I called after him, Finn turned around with a hopeful gleam in his eyes. "You forgot your coat" I said, Finn's face fell into a fake smile "thanks" he said coming back to get it.
I have no idea what came over me, we said we were going to have a break. But it was like a magnet was pulling me. I was like I was dehydrated and Finn was the only thing that could save me. Our lips connected, sparks flying between us. I longed to have him out of my life but it just felt so, right. I didn't care about anything else, just kissing him.
He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer, deepening the kiss. I could feel his heart beating the kiss becoming more heated. I quickly pulled away "I—" my voice breaking. Finn looked upset and hurt "you should go" I said staring at my feet. "yeah" he said walking towards the door, he paused before stepping out "bye y/n" he said giving me a fake smile "bye Finn" I said before sliding down the wall in tears.
how could I still want him so much, even after he hurt me so badly? why did I have to kiss him? why, why, why?
I rung up Noah "hey y/n is everything okay?" he asked "um well I'm a bit of an idiot actually" I said wiping my tears "sadie and I are coming over" he announced "okay see you soon" Noah and Sadie had become by best friends since the thing between Millie and Finn happened.
I rung up my mom next "hey sweetie what's up" she asked "noah and Sadie are coming over tonight is that okay" I asked "yep absolutely, I won't be home till late so I asked your sister to order pizza anyways" she said "thanks mom" I smiled "have fun sweetie" she said.
Sadie and Noah barreled into the house "y/n!" they called, I ran down the stairs greeting them with a hug. "let's not talk about it okay, let's just have some fun" I said "I'm not complaining" Sadie laughed.
We spent the afternoon watching movies and giving each other makeovers, even though it wasn't noah's thing he went along with it which I really appreciated. "is this what girls do at each other's sleepovers" Noah asked, trying to figure out where highlighter went, sending Sadie and I into fits of laughter.
"well what do boys do?" I asked "we usually play video games" Noah shrugged "how about we play some Wii after dinner?" Sadie suggested "deal." Noah grinned "beware I'm a master at Wii sports" I laughed. "oh it's on!" Noah half shouted "we'll see about that" Sadie smirked.
Finn had completely left my mind and I was actually having fun, for the first time in a while.
