The Life Change

Chapter 8.5~Bonus Filler Crabs~

~~~Meanwhile In America~~~
"I swear Ernest if you drive any slower I'm going to kill you!" I yell at my slow driving boyfriend who is driving like an old lady.

"I don't want to get us in a crash! Would you rather have us die?!" he asked me while still looking at the road.

"If we weren't going to a BTS fansign I would say yes..." I say and I dip into my seat. He stops on the side of the road and starts glaring at me. I look at him and start smiling. "I love you." I say to lighten the mood. But it doesn't seem to work.

"You know I care for you, if something ever happened to you I wouldn't be able to live with myself. You are my everything and I wasn't kidding when I said one day I want to be able to call you my wife." by now I was hiding my face in his jacket and couldn't look at him without smiling like an idiot.

"I hate you." I told him as I covered my face with his jacket. He was only able to see my eyes.

"Dang I got so lucky to find someone like you... " he said as he looked back at the road and continued to drive to the fansign. It took us a good 30 more minutes to finally get to the Fan Sign.

"We're finally here! Ahhhh!" I yelled out of excitement.

"You're so adorable." Ernest said smiling at me. He took my hand and started leading the way. I was in so much shock that we were here that I couldn't say anything and couldn't even move. Ernest took me to the end of the line and we stood there for a couple of minutes before the line actually started to move even though it didn't move much.

After another boring 30 or something minutes the line moves and I'm finally able to see all the members. I start to freak out again and look away from them and look at Ernest. I hate being in large crowds but if I wanted to see Suga and RM than I'd just have to deal with it a little longer. I was trying hard not to start freaking out. But of course my anxiety started to kick in and I just wanted to leave and go back to my dark room and just cry.

"Having another anxiety attack or something?" Ernest asked me as he look down at me.

"Uhh no I'm fine, just tired. Very tired." I said while fidgeting with my hands not knowing what to do with them.

"Well I would think so with what little amount of sleep you had. You didn't even eat this morning." He said as we got closer and closer to the from of the line. "Here." Ernest gave me my earbuds knowing I couldn't handle all of these loud noises. Girls screaming and crying. After putting my earbuds in and Ernest doing the same with his I turned on 'Save Me'. The song that started it all. I was starting to feel better and calmer so I started to look around again.

I turn to look at the group and barely see RM and Jin. Jin was winking at about every single girl that was walking up to them. Whereas RM is sending flying kisses to Jin who was ignoring him. RM is my bias wrecker I don't even know why or how it happened. It just happened. I looked around some more to see if I could actually see my bias. Suga a.k.a Yoongi who is staring at Jimin as Jimin is talking to a fellow army. After a few more minutes the line starts moving a lot faster and I was starting to get anxious. Once we stop I look around to see how far we are until we actually get to see them. Me being the person I am. Forgot that I was wearing a BTS jacket that Ernest had gotten me for my birthday. I have so many jackets I can't even keep track of them anymore. I realize that it's almost our turn to see them. I start to look at each one of the members because I wasn't able to see them very good earlier because of how blind I am. When I see J-Hope he is staring right back at me. He smiles and out of reactions I flip him off. After noticing what I just did I turned around to Ernest and put my head on his shoulder.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?" he asked with a worried tone in his voice.

"Uhh yeah, yeah I'm fine I just kinda..." I looked back at J-Hope again and see him still staring at me. "Kinda just flipped off our sunshine..." I said laughing a little.