WHAT HAPPENS NEXT

CHAPTER FIVE

-" oh Yongguk you can't be replace, you are one of a kind, the boys would be crushed if something happens to you...She finished her thought in her mind.
- and so will I.
-" thanks for your kind words Y/n, you are so great.
-" aigoo, is nothing I'm just talking by experience that's all.
She said grabbing both of her cheeks feeling heat rising through her face.
-" don't get embarrassed y/n.
He said with a smile.
-" stay positive you are going to come up with something great Yongguk, ok?
-" thanks y/n, let me get to work now if I want to make it before the comeback.
-" ok, I'll check on you later on.
She said patting his shoulder.
-" ok.
-" if you need anything just let me know.
-" how about you give me your number so I can text you if I need anything?
She smiled while nodding, she took his device which he was handing to her, typing the number before giving it back, he pressed the call option so he could call her, her phone rang ONE SHOT playing as her ringtone.
He smiled
-" BABYZ FOREVER, right?
She said as she walked out the studio closing the door behind her leaning her back against it.
-" ooh this man, he is so sweet and smart, I have to keep checking up on him, I don't want him to relapse.
She pulled away quickly going back to work.
The whole day had slipped away, the other boys said their goodbyes to y/n, whom still had a few things to do.
After another hour y/n, looked at her phone.
-" oh wow, is so late.
She remembered that she told Yongguk that she was going to check up on him but that was hours and hours ago, there was no text nor phone call from him, he didn't have lunch with the others, so that meant that most likely he hadn't eaten anything.
She grabbed some of the snacks that they got for the boys at lunch time before walking back to his studio, she made it his door knocking but there was no response, she knocked a few more times and waited, she called him but there was no answer, she knocked harder.
-" Yongguk are you in there?"
She placed her ear against the door hearing noises, so she opened the door, Yongguk wasn't at the desk so she walked in finding him in a corner of the room on the floor with his arms wrapped around his knees, talking to himself.
-" I can't do this, a month is not enough, I'm going to fail my fans, I'm a loser.
-" Yongguk, oh my, are you ok?"
She said as she walked to him getting on her knees.
-" y/n, I can't do it.
He was rocking back and forth.
-" Yongguk, yes you can.
As she knelt besides him, her hands went up touching his arm softly trying to comfort him.
-" I got to call the others.
-" no please don't... please help me, I need you, don't leave.
-" what...
She thought to herself after the last thing he said before wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her close to him, she was caught by surprise with his actions, she heard him crying while putting himself down and doubting himself, she had no idea what was happening but he didn't want her to call the other boys.
She finally gave in bringing her hand to rubbed his back.
-" you are a great producer, you are Bang Yongguk, you are going to make something great, please stop putting yourself down like this, you are and have been a great leader also a great role model for these boys, they look up to you and believe in you, I also believe in you I know you can do this, if I have to help you I will.
She said feeling her own tears beg rolling down her cheeks, her heart ached seeing him so vulnerable and scared, feeling so worthless, when what she saw in him was the most perfect human being on the face of this earth.
-" y/n, I can't do this, I'm not good enough.
-" yes you can baby, yes you can, you have been through worst and have made it through it, I know you can make it through this, I'm here to help you through please don't give up, stay strong I'll do whatever I have to do to help you!"
-" I need help, I feel alone and defenseless, I don't know what to do.
-" shhh, relax I'm here to help you through whatever you are going through I promise, I don't know what it is that pulls me towards you but I won't leave you alone, even when you think that you are alone, you are not baby, I'm here with you, I will be here for you
She kept talking which helped him to relax and to calm down as she kept rubbing his back.
-" oh Lord, why is these people treating these boys like they are robots, this man just came back from being in that place for two years now they want to throw him out there to make money for them right away, don't they have compassion, won't they remember what he had been through already and he had to be out for an entire promotion era?
She felt rage and anger running through her veins.
-" is going to be ok big guy, I'll see that you are ok, I don't care who I have to fight.
She kept rubbing his back she felt his breathing getting back to normal, y/n leaned her back on the wall pulling him with her while still holding him.
Whom after a while lifted his head to looked at her.
-" oh my y/n, I'm so sorry this is embarrassing.
-" what are you saying?, I'm worried about you Yongguk, you don't have to feel embarrassed about what just happened.
-" you shouldn't see me like this.
-" do you think that I'm going to judge you for this?, absolutely not.
-" aigoo.
He said letting go of her waist before sitting against the wall besides her, taking the biggest and deepest of the sighs.
-" are you ok, why didn't you call me?"
-" for what y/n, so you could see me like this, no I don't want to be seen by no one when I go through this things.
-" Yongguk, I want to help you, whatever you are going through right now, I want to help you through it.
His eyes locked on hers, for the first time besides his family and the boys, he found someone that cared for him someone that was interested in helping him.
-" why y/n, why do you want to help someone like me?"
-" Yongguk, I wish you could see what I see, what I have been seeing since I got hire by TS Entertainment.
-" what do you mean?"