WHAT HAPPENS NEXT

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

-" well ok, let's get you some food mister Bang.
He gave her a gummy smile with a nod as they walked in the restaurant they noticed that it was a little crowded which made her feel somewhat apprehensive, she thought about fans recognizing him or even worse creating a scene, he felt her body tense up, which made him turn his head towards her looking at her.
-" don't worry about a thing darling.
He brought her back from the whirlpool of thoughts that were taking place in her head.
-" oh, I'm sorry sweetie I can't help it, I worry for your well being.
-" I'll be ok, I have you beside me.
His sweet facial expression made her melt into a puddle, they got seated at quiet place per his request.
He ordered a bottle of wine for them, she was thankful that her place was around the corner from the restaurant.
-" well baby girl, this is to our first official date, this is not what I wanted, I would have like something more special for you, so I'm sorry for that, I will make it up to you ok.
-" you don't have to worry about stuff like that Yongguk, this is perfect as it is, as long as I have your company I'm perfect.
He threw her a wink as he took a zip of his wine, she couldn't help but to stare at his facial features taking a good look at how sexy and beautiful he is, he noticed her attention which brought a smirk to his lips.
-" are you enjoying yourself princess?"
-" yes baby, very much.
After they finish their meal he picked up the bill, they walked back to her place, soon enough she felt the effects of the bottle wine that they drank...
-" I didn't think that I was such a lightweight, that's embarrassing.
She thought to herself.
-" come on you can lean on me.
He said wrapping his right arm around her shoulders bringing her closer to his body.
-" I'm ok really.
She said before almost tripping, he couldn't help to laugh at how cute she was.
-" you don't drink much, do you love?
She gave him a dead glare, as he was laughing is butt off.
-" do you find it funny, Mr. Bang?"
She said pulling on his shirt.
-" not funny I find it cute as heck.
She had a pout on her lips so he brought her to kiss it softly.
-" don't try to get away with it, with your cuteness and charm.
She said tried to sound offended but the smile painted on her lips said otherwise, when they finally made inside the building, he noticed her erratic walk, so he picked her up before walking upstairs, once at her door he place her down then asked her for the keys, which it took her long enough to find, he was just staring at her with amusement, when she finally found them, she tried to placed the key in the keyhole but her hand eye coordination was way off.
-" allow me princess.
Before she could complaint, he gave her a peck on the lips grabbing the keys from her hands, with a swift move opened the door.
He then proceed to pick her up walking through the door with her in his arms.
-" my sweet angel we are back at your place?"
He walked to her room laying on the bed, he looked at her for a minute, his slender fingers ran all the edges of her face and her jawline, after covering her with the blanket, he stood back up from the bed walking up to his backpack taking his laptop out, he sat on the bed besides her tryin to work on the single album for the comeback.
After a few hours, he finally gave up saving the little that he had came up with, so he put the laptop back in the backpack deciding to take a shower before changing into something more comfortable, so he walked inside the bathroom, looking in the cabinet to get a towel out of it, opened the water in the shower, after discarding his clothing he entered in the shower, letting the warm water roll down his body.
His mind was full of random thoughts, making him feel down and worthless, his anxiety began to creep up on him, was he even worthy of having a girl like y/n, what kind of life could he give her with him being so messed up?
-" ahhhh, I hate feeling like this, I want to be normal, I want to be the man that she deserves in her life.
He said sliding down with his back flat against the wall, after a few minutes y/n woke up looking around to noticed that Yongguk was nowhere to be found, she heard the shower, she got out of the bed slowly making it to the bathroom door. She knocked.
-" Yongguk...
She called but there was no answer.
-" Yongguk...
She called again, she was beginning to get worry, she opened the door walking inside looking around, since he wasn't around she walked in the shower, at this point she didn't care that he was naked or anything but his well being, opening the shower door to find him on the floor of the shower curled in a human ball, she was terrified, she walked in clothes and all kneeling besides him.
-" baby, I'm here.
She reached out to him wrapping him in her arms bringing him close to her, Yongguk realized that she was holding him, her touch made him snap out of the panic attack, she ran her fingers down his back, when he was back to his normal self, she pulled back some to look at him.
-" are you ok big man?
She asked, fear was painted on her face.
-" yes jagi, I'm sorry that you have to find me like this.
She shook her head.
-" baby, please don't apologize for this, all I want is for you to be ok?"
She said hugging him once more.
-" how about you let me get up to close the water, maybe get dressed, I feel so vulnerable and exposed?
It finally clicked on her mind that he was naked indeed, which at the moment of checking on him it didn't matter, she pulled back unraveling her arms from him, but as she was trying to get up, he pulled her back bringing her close to him kissing her with passion and love.
-" thanks princess for coming to my aid.