WHAT HAPPENS NEXT

CHAPTER TWELVE

There was a knock on the door...
-" good morning Yongguk, how are you doing?"
-" well I'm not sure doctor.
He said as he shook the doctor's hand.
-" and, who is this lovely young lady right here with you?, please tell me that finally you got yourself a girl, oh my goodness, I'm goin to kneel and thank the heavens.
He said with a big chuckle.
-" yes doctor, I have been blessed with this beautiful girl, I couldn't be happier.
-" that's amazing, so what brings you here?"
-" I have been having mild panic attacks, since I got discharged from the service.
-" oh I see, what seems to be the cause of them, do you know?"
-" I think is the stress of being back to work at the company, but specially now that we have a comeback schedule in a month so I don't know if I can do this.
-" how many have you had since you came back?"
- "I'm not sure doctor.
-" he has had three doctor.
Y/b butt in the conversation....
-" ahhhh, how would you describe it to me y/n?"
-" the first one was the very first day that he came back to TS entertainment building I found him on the door on the hallway that leads to his studio.
-" ahhh, what about the others?"
-" the second one was few days later inside his studio after their manager told him the date of the comeback, and the third one was yesterday at his place.
-" and, how was his actions?"
-" sweating profusely, rocking back and forth, excessive shaking, crying talking down to himself, shortness of breath.
She could feel his eyes fixed on her as she talked with the doctor.
-" and, how would he snap out of the episode?
-" is kind of embarrassing doctor.
She felt the heat raising on her face.
-" well, he usually wraps himself around me so I just rub his back and hair while talking him through so his breathing can get back to normal, most of the times I have water with me so I give him water.
-" wow.
That's all the doctor says.
-" I didn't know you did all that for me y/n.
Yongguk said with a deep and low voice.
-" I don't think you could have Yongguk, no with you being out of it into a panic attack.
-" so what now doctor?"
-" well I'm going to talk to your company because I think you might have to sit this one out if the panic attacks don't get better, I do have a question to ask you Yongguk.
-" yes doctor, what is that?"
-" having her close to you, does it help you when you are having your panic attack?
Now it was him the one that blushed.
-" believe it or now, when she holds me, the whole wide world gets better doctor.
She turned to look at him when their eyes met he reached over and grabbed her hand.
-" I never knew I needed her in my life, I didn't realize how lonely I have been feeling all these years, it hadn't even been bad at all when I was doing my service but now that I'm back I have all this pressure on my shoulders once again, with they boys depend on me and....
-" baby relax, those boys have been doing well while you were gone, so yes you are their leader but they are capable to fend for themselves, you have to take care of Yonggukssi.
-" that's true Yongguk, find ways to keep yourself relax and listen to her.
He said jokingly.
-" of course doctor, I have no problem with that.
He said squeezing her hand tightly while flashing her a gummy smile which she returned.
-" I need you to go back to take therapy Yongguk, just a few because for what I see she is the best remedy for you.
-" indeed doctor.
-" well that's is for now, schedule your therapy for tomorrow and I'll see you then.
-" ok doctor see you tomorrow then.
The doctor shook their hands before walking out of the office.
-" well let's go then.
She said getting up as they walked towards the door but he pulled her back kissing her deeply for a few seconds, after he pulled back they stared at each other.
-" what?, I was just getting my daily dose of your lips, you heard the doctor you are my cure, so that's my first shot of the day.
He said wiggling his eyebrows.
-" oh yeah, well here is a extra dose then.
She said crashing their lips together hands wrapping behind his neck while his met around her waist.
She pulled back first.
-" we should go before we do something that we shouldn't.
He nods reaching her hand walking out of the office.

The finally left the doctor, as they walked outside they noticed that it wasn't raining anymore.
Yongguk was quiet on the way to the train station.
-" what's the matter baby?, you are mighty quiet.
-" just a little worried baby girl.
-" don't baby, everything is going to be fine, you have to take it easy you heard the doctor.
-" yes ma'am.
They made their way to the company building when they were somewhat close they split up, each one taking their on way.
- see you later baby girl, thanks again.
-" stop is darling, it was my pleasure, love you so I will see you in a while, please take it easy.
-" I would, I love you too princess.
He said with a wink before walking away.
She took a deep breath, her neves have been all over the place while they were at the doctor's office but she needed to stay strong for him, to be able to help him.
As she walked inside the building, she found one of the managers.
-" hey y/n, I'm glad you are finally here, I'm sorry about your dog, but unfortunately there is a lot to do, I'm going to need your help with Yonggukssi.
-" what, why, is he ok?"
-" we sure hope so, he had to go to the doctor this morning, it seems that his panic attacks are coming back.
-" oh no, poor sonbaenim.
-" I know, just keep an eye on him as much as you can, just try to be subtle about it, I don't want him to know that I told you to do so.
-" oh, no worries managernim, I got you.
-" thanks so much, I hope he gets better soon.
-" he will don't worry.
She gave him a fake smile, because on the inside she was furious, it was their fault the he was like that again, all of the pressure that they were putting on him and the other boys once again.