September 5, 2017
A wonderful day to start something new. This day is what I have been waiting for, because I will be able to meet my Uncle George from New Jersey, for he would be celebrating his 70th natal day on September 9 in Naujan, Oriental Mindoro.
I was so ready for this because I have done a poem for him. By the way my name is Mardi known as Di.
"Yes, I am a frustrated writer, that is why Poem becomes my first passion, for it does not need grammar check, all you need is creative mind and thesaurus for vocabularies. Am I right? Haha"
Anyways, let us move to the real story.
I can say, I am a loving and jolly person. but little do the people know that I have a constraint that I have been hiding for a long time.
I have inferiority complex.
I belittle myself, I feel I am ugly because I have physical disability due to vehicular accident last June 6, 1996.
Several individuals see me as an optimistic person, for I can mentor and motivate a myriad of individuals.
Unfortunately, I cannot teach myself to be strong and perceive that I am beautiful. Probably, I am not alone. Some people feel this too. "Sa totoo lang di na nawala sa akin ang ganitong pakiramdam. Kahit na alagang alaga ako ng mga mahal ko sa buhay."
Due to my physical condition, every time I feel infatuation or so-called "love", I feel depressed afterwards. For I always experience being in a "Friend Zone".
"Pakiramdam na, Ayan na naman. Masasaktan ako ulit at paasahin. Kaibigan lang naman talaga ang tingin ng boy- friends ko."
"It is true. I have a lot of guy friends. I can communicate and connect with them easily. I became their secret keeper, a confidante, a shoulder to cry on, a friend who will be there for them no matter what." Sadly, none of them had realized that they were really a special part of my life. "Truth Hurts!"
That is enough of my introduction of myself. By the way I have to add something. I am a proud "NBSB" aka No Boyfriend Since Birth.
Because I listened to my parents that Love Can Wait and Studies first. I never regretted anything, for my parents know best!
I also believe that Relationship is in God's Perfect Timing.
"Ito na lang talaga pinaniniwalaan ko. Kasi kay Lord walang imposible."
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EXCESS BAGGAGE
Non-FictionExcess means too much, plethora or overflowing Baggage defines as a luggage; however, for some it is a Heavy Burden Life and Love are indeed an Excess Baggage! Hope you would enjoy the Surreal events of this magnificent story.
