Depression

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I'm folded and molded of sorrow
I won't know my breath's tomorrow
For this temporary happiness's a borrow
In my way's are furrow and narrow

For this a heart strikes its arrow
The heartbeat of pain stays its row
I can't bear the sadness I pave
It's more than a sadness I wave

It's more than an emotional distress
It's more than having a mental stress
It's more than your thoughts trespassed
It's more than a dangerous passed

Such burden of a cross I'm carrying
A coffin that I'm sleeping and weeping
A flower endlessly never withers
A vein of serpents that keep slithers

Torments of terrifying sinisters
Tortures of pressuring ministers
A pianist of my dreams I seek
The grand piano I heard I reek

A companion I never smelled ever
A passion I ever needed forever
A tale of endless hearts
A curse who keep thwarts

The cloud that saddens upon
Those teary eyes bears its coupon
Forest of mystical & mythical
Riddles of Gothicness & illogical

The sun that smiles a shine
The clouds now that whine
Whining its temporary smile
A hope of opportunity pile

The physics of my mourn
The chemistry of my lorn
The mass of my grief
The matter of my brief

I'm turned down all long
No one cares nor give song
I'm seeking love I need
A love I need to knead

A dough that even deforms never fails
Even separated in whatever never bails
They had sealed their vision 'n mission
Incorporate each knead you'll see ion

And to this fairfarren of my poem
I leave to you my battalion of dreams
My dreams of some people who dissever
Who discourages, dismounts and disarms

Obstacles that come are no clowns
They'll be my rock and my storms of towns

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