I want to feel alive
But im dead inside
The pain in my head
The pain in my heart
Im fucked
You leave me
But Im still loving you
Im running to get over you
But the reality just hurt me
You shoot me
The bullet just hit my chest
Fresh blood running from my chest
I feel something inside my heart
They squeeze it
Till my blood run out
I cant feel hurt anymore
Because losing you is much hurt than this
Then everything become so dark
I realize
I don't need you
I realize
You don't love me
I need to feel alive without you
Eventough its hard
