afraid
why am i so afraid of you?
you're just a boy
with black hair
and an intimidating height.
why do you make me feel so uncomfortable?
you're just somebody
with eyes and a nose
like everyone else.
why do you touch me so much?
i don't mind a few hugs,
but stop
fucking
touching
me...
why do you make me feel so wrong?
when you're around,
i feel disgusting
and sick to my stomach.
why do you make me want to puke?
you're just an average guy
with hair and nails and everything else
just like the rest of them.
why am i so afraid of you?
when i shouldn't be afraid
at all.
YOU ARE READING
words of me, myself, and i
PoetryThese words are the only way I can describe my life and surroundings without uttering a single sound.