Our Beautiful Remains

His Eyes Told A Lie

Hiii :3

I’m in Spain and all so I don’t have internet…

Just got bored so I decided I’d spend my time on my lovely readers c:

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I got through the bus door and saw Max… his hair tangled in someone else’s fingers. His nose slightly touching their nose. His bare chest touching her bra and belly. His lips touching her’s. MY Max touching another girl…

I couldn’t react, I was frozen.

I thought he loved me… I thought he cared for me.

His eyes told a lie. His everything did.

I turned around and stormed out of the bus in still just my underwear.

I ran and ran until I found a willow tree I could hide under. Its leaves and branches formed a cage like shape and acted as walls, barriers against the world.

I just wanted to jump off the nearest bridge. Cut too deep. Drown in a river. Jump off a cliff. Get run over by a tour bus.

Die.

My feelings for him were nothing but remaining ruins of memories and times we had spent together.

I felt like nothing. He had my heart when we were together and he still has it, I don’t want it back. I can never love again.

I peered out from the tree branches and looked for my object of choice…

The bridge.

It was in sight and no one was around. There was only a couple of parked cars.

I ran to the bridge and didn’t want to stop… carry on running and make this a quick death.

5 meters to go.

3 meters to go

1 meter- Wait… I should be in the water by now… I should.

“Let go!” I shouted and fought against the person holding me back in a strong embrace.

“No, Alexis, think about this. You have a brother now and a loving band.” I recognised Ronnie’s voice.

“Yeah, such a fucking loving band that my Rhythm guitarist/ screamer is sharing his love with another fucking girl!” I shouted.

Ronnie let go of me and I fell to the floor.

“GUYS!” Ronnie screamed and Zander, Blade, Ryder, Deck and his band came running from the same direction.

“What happen- Oh my God Alexis! Are you okay?!” Deck shouted.

“No.” I sat crossed legged and I crossed my arms across my ribs and let my head drop.

“What happened?” Zander asked. He sounded hurt.

“The rhythm guitarist/ screamer happened.” I said simply.

Falling in reverse and Ryder all ran off.

“Where are they going?” I asked. Ronnie shrugged his shoulders and sat down next to me. He looped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. I rested my head on his shoulder and began to cry.

“So what about Max?” Blade asked sitting in front of me and taking my hands in his.

“I walked into the bus to get my clothes and he- he was maki-making out with-with a slut on the couch.” I sobbed and then totally broke down.

I caught sight of Ashley running in our direction and a pure look of shock on his face.

“ALEXIS!” Ashley screamed.