Our Beautiful Remains

BLADE?!

Hiiii :3

Still in Spain and I am going to a crocodile park later with the family…. Not my idea of fun but oh well s:

I’ll just write…

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The only thing signalling that we were back at the bus was a small tap on the shoulder I received from Zander.

“Sweetie, we are here.” his soft voice whispered, I like Zander… not like that but he has respect for me. He respects the fact that I was sleepy and tired and just whispered to me, didn’t shout.

“Mhm, okay. Deck please put me down.” As I said that Deck slowly plopped me to my feet. “Thanks, you guys are amazing.” I said and smiled and then kissed them both on the cheeks and gave them both hugs. I don’t know what I would do without my boys.

I opened the bus door and plodded up to the bunk room where I would be getting ready for my little meeting up with Andy, to be totally honest, I didn’t really feel like doing anything right now. I just felt like hiding under my duvet and screaming into my pillow. I have got to get ready though. Andy probably feels the same way about all of this since he was cheated on too.

“Alexis! Are you okay?” Blade asked, he sounded worried as hell. I could hear all the guys barging through the door.

“Yeah! I’m up here.” I just felt like hiding from the world.

“Okay, we all hope you’re okay.” Blade’s voice was getting louder signalling he was coming upstairs. He edged through the doorway and just walked up to me and pulled me into a giant hug. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. I sobbed into his collarbone.

“HEY DECK! CAN I SWAP BUNKS WITH YOU?” Blade asked, scaring me half to death when he screamed it.

“SURE DUDE!” Deck screamed back towards us.

“THANKS!” He shouted back.

“Why did you do that?” I sobbed trying to keep myself together.

“You’re sleeping in my bunk tonight.” Blade said kissing the side of my head.

“Why?” I asked, tears still in my eyes.

“You’re not sleeping in the same bed as Max, not while I’m still alive.” Blade said while having a very serious look plastered on his face.

“Oh yeah, I forgot about that.” I giggle a tiny bit and then went back to resting on Blade’s shoulder.

“Anyways, let’s get you ready for your time with Andy.” Blade smiled and then kissed my cheek making me blush.

“Okay.” I smiled and then Blade took me to his bunk and sat me down.

He pretended to have a walking stick and walk all hunched over like an old person to make me laugh.

“You’re so old, you OAP (old aged pensioner)” I giggled

“How dare you!” he pretended to be shocked and hurt by letting his mouth form an ‘o’ shape. “I’m only 20.” I giggled. And put my hands to my face to try and hide it.

“More like 200.” I giggled and then Blade launched himself at me landing us on his bed, his face was only about 5cm away from mine. All of the jokeyness from earlier had disappeared and his face was full of something, I couldn’t quiet tell what it was but I could tell it was either pain or lust.

“Alexis, don’t let yourself get thrown around by all these rock stars. You're worth more than that.” He seemed well and truly upset.

“Blade…” is all I could manage to say. I couldn’t find the right words.