How To Love Again

Chapter 4: The Speech

EUNHA'S POV
"HEY Eunha. Is that your ex? Matt?" Rain asks. Rain is one of my classmate and my also my numbet one best friend.

"Where? That big jerk who had been call up? Yeah." I replied sarcastically. Who would like to adore a b*tch who broke your heart? No one!

"Eunha.." she held my hand and gave me the worried look.

"What?!" She looked surprised when I shouted but she recover fast enough. She is not like me...

she is strong...

I am weak..

She is brave..

I am a coward..

"I just want you to know that maybe he has some good explanation of the f*cking thing he made. For me, I know that the scene that you saw was inappropriate for your heart. But please, listen to your heart. Teach your heart the lesson, 'how to love again'. I am begging Eunha. Listen to your heart and feel understanding when you face him. Understand his side and let the love flow in your heart again." Rain lets go of my hands and faced again in the front.

Her powerful words struck my heart.
Maybe she's right...
I do need to listen...

When I looked at the front again, I saw him. There he was, the jerk who broke my heart. He was standing and smiling akwardly in the audience and guests of my dear, lovely friend of mine, Sofia.

Actually, he's cute with his tuxeedo. His smile was really plastic but its perfect. Its kissable....

Erase! Erase the word you said!
He is not cute and he will never be cute! You won't kiss him in the lips again out nor make love in bed after this party!

"Good morning, er, I mean good evening to all." He started. Sheesh! He still have the voice like a Demigod who came searching for a perfect girl to marry.

He took a deep breath before starting to say anything.
"I didn't expect to be called here so I am sorry if I didn't practice at home for this speech of mine." Some audience smiled, some are laughing and others chuckled.

"Sofia, I know I have been busy with our dads business. But still, I want you to know that I love you. Every day and every night, I always think about you and our parents. I know you are now all grown up just like me but please, have your own limitations.
This is the day you are waiting for and I know you are ready to face the world with violence and peace. Be thoughtful always. Think. Criticize your movements and emotions and think if its wrong or right. But before I will give a boring topic and become a professor here, you will always be are perfect girl as always." He said and a flow of tears came down to his cheeks.

I started crying too.
My heart suddenly felt something again.

Dugdug. Dugdug.

I feel something flowing and beating....

Dugdug. Dugdug.

My heart beat is starting to be fast and quick...

I fell again for him....

This is the thing I am longing for...

LOVE...

"Who I accepted as my sister. I accept you whatever you are. You will always be our number one little princess, Sofia." He gave the microphone back to the emcee.

I noticed a few who had not cried before but cried after Matt had given the speech. Is that speech really remarkable? Is it really divine?

"E-eunha?" Rain looked at me. She also cried too because of her tears.

"He wants you. He needs you. And you are crying too."
"I am?" I touched my cheeks and there it was, tears.

I noticed that almost all cried too. He still have love in his heart.

BLAG!

I stood up and looked for the thing who made the sound. It was loud and it even echoed through the microphone and the whole room.

I noticed a guy who is in the floor. It's Matt.....

After seconds, the crowd burst out laughing.

I quickly ran towards him and helped him.

MATTHEW'S POV
'Ugh.... my head hurts....' I suddenly felt something touched me.

When I turned my body, I saw the same angelic face I loved for many years but I broke the promise that i'll never let her feel bad and worse... she'll never learn to love again.....

"Adrian?" She said with the same sweet voice.
"What?"

"I.... I am ready to hear you o-

"Sshhh! Lets talk at a private area shall we?" She nodded and she stood up. I smiled. She wants to hear me! Yes!

"SO, how are you now Eunha?" I asked.

"I'm fine. I built a wall in my heart so I can stop the bleeding that you have caused in my heart." She said coldly. What kind of jerk am I?

"Sorry..." I ate a little spagetti in my plate. I noticed she have a plate of cake and not even eaten.

Is she sick or something?

"Eunha... I'm sorry. I was a fool. A jerk. A motherf*cker. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. I became a big ignorant. I felt sorry for you in years and years. I know you feel great pain and suffer." I tried to bend my head but I feel it was stiff.

"I'm sorry too. I became a bad blood after you left me. I don't wanna face another relationship. I just can't. I'm sorry." She said.

I held her hand.
"We sorted our problems with each other, are we official again?" I asked playfully. I can't help it.

"No. Not yet. I'll give you commands and questions before we are officially back. I'll comand first." She said. "Be nude in front." She added.

I groaned. I don't want to make it! I looked at her and I noticed she laughed....

"Okay fine..." I stood up and went in the middle. But before I undressed my tuxeedo, someone held my hand. I felt a bolt of electricity through my arms.

"Please stop. I don't want a scandal in front of me." She warned me. I went to our table and I ordered champagne. I am not a sober but I need to try to drink something new again.

I thought she was dead serious...
I'll do anything. I'll even rape a gay just for her so I can get her love again......

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So hello guys! *coughing* I know that my story is a little unappropriate for you my dear readers. I'm sorry.

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