I Hate My Life? • Jachary AU

Chapter 17

ZACH

The anticipation of finally having our big moment came to an end. "Zach, mom says dinner ready." Reese says walking in staring at us. Jack quickly yank the covers over us but it didn't help much. But she couldn't know what we were doing, right?

"Yeah ok," I replied still breathing hard, all hot and flustered. I look over at Jack who probably looks how I am right now.

"Why were you guys kissing," Reese asked. Her little fingers playing with her doll.

"No we weren't, Reese we were.... taking a nap," I answered trying not to scar her little brain.

"Why with the babysitter," she questioned us more.

"Reese it's none of yourself business, go tell mom I'll be there in a minute." I say annoyed and rubbing a hand over my face.

"Ok Zachy," she said and walked out shutting the door behind her.

As she goes, I look at Jack who is looking at me. "I'm sorry," I say getting up and grabbing my shirt. Pulling it over my head. Ughh Reese why? I was finally ready to do bad things with Jack and now she had to ruin it. Note to self, make sure door is locked.

"It's ok, I gotta get home anyway," he said getting up and putting his pants on. I pout at him and he smiles, "maybe next time you will know how to lock the door."

I glare at him. I'm not that dumb. Ughhh I hate my life. Why can't I have some nice moments in life not to be ruin so fast. "Well I see you later, hottie." He says kissing my forehead and giving me a hug. It's just so happens he is still shirtless.

"Love you, Jacky." I smile at him as he finally pulls on his shirt. I frown all that good stuff put away, I guess he will just have to save it for later.

"I know you do." I hit his chest as he says that. He laughs at me like the little ass he is.

"So you don't love me," I say looking into his eyes with my lip poked out.

"Of course, I love you Zachary Dean Herron." I quickly smile at him and give him a quick hug before he walks out my door.

I sigh as the door clicks close. Why does this happen to me? Well food makes everything better. But I was gonna have a snack before dinner but nooo.

So I open my door and start walking downstairs. I turn the corner to the dining room to see everyone sitting down and eating. "Zach your finally here, Jack not staying for dinner?" My mom asks. Clearly not he just walked out the door.

"No he had to get home because it was getting late." I say sitting down beside Ryan with my Dad in front of me. Were eating chicken alfredo. Yes I love this shit. Man sometimes I wonder how I'm not fat at all when I'm hungry 24/7.

We ate in peace with my dad telling mom how his day at work was. Probably gossiping about his annoying coworkers.

"People who love each other kiss,right mommy," Reese said. What is she talking about? I continue eating, spinning my noodles around my fork. I watch Reese as she looks all innocent but secretly the devil. So what this is, it must be good.

"Yes, honey people who love each other very much kiss each other," She replies.

"So what if two boys kiss each other," I look over wide-eyed at the words that just came out of her mouth. But I quickly look down at my plate trying not to look fazed with my dad right in front of me.

"What did you just say Reese." My dad asks but with a tone of anger. I look up to see his stern face and his right eye twitching a little.

"What if two boys kiss each other," she said again, confused on to what this meant.

"Where is this coming from Reese." My dad asks now sitting up straight.

"Well I saw Zach kissing Jack and I've never seen two boys kiss each other like that. Reese says innocently smiling. That mini bitch. Good thing she is young so if I die she won't remember me.

You could hear the gasp from my mother and the noise of a fork drop on a plate. It went deadly quiet and my dad slowly turned to look at me. I watch as he does, embarrassed and nervous. I can feel the tips of my ears go read as my face started to pale. The look on his face is something I've never seen before. He looks furious with his face going extremely red and his face scrunched up. He looks at me in disgust but doesn't say anything. At least not yet.

I don't know but my hands start sweating. If it wasn't for his myopic vision that being gay is bad he wouldn't be like this. But I don't know what he is going to do. I've heard coming out stories of parents beating their child or kicking them out. Now I'm ready see the one of my own, maybe this will be the final straw. Why don't you just kill yourself look how ashamed your dad looks. No. I feel the stream of tears come from my face. I stand and take one last look on my family's faces of confusion and anger and sympathy?

I then rush to my room, locking my door. They didn't say anything but the looks on their faces told me that they were disgusted. I couldn't handle that. I knew this would happen, I even told myself it would. Now my secret is out and I'm sad again. I've always thought everything couldn't be this bad but it just keep getting worst. I should of listen to myself and make it a few more weeks without any guys in my life. Particularly Jack. But no it had to happen now. Well it really wasn't my fault but Reese's. Why did she have to ask that? She may not know the harm of that but it hurts how she just did that.

I sit on my bed and pull the covers up to face. I never wanna leave this room. I don't want to face the world again. My messed up world. My phone vibrates. So I prop myself up on my shoulders and grab my phone. It's Jack. I then throw my phone across the room. He's to perfect for me I don't deserve him, I don't deserve anything. I should of known my feelings would end up getting hurt in the end and it always leads back to Jack. He is my pain so why do I love him?

I've been slacking.

Anyways should I do a sequel after this book?