Looking back at just how well Jake treated me, I regret not appreciating it as much as I should've. This is the wonderful day of when he asked me out. My first boyfriend ever is definitely one to remember.
It was towards the end of October and only a couple weeks after Tori told me that Jake also had feelings for me. We were in home room working on some projects when my Mr. V. pulled me away to talk about my upcoming assignments. As he was talking to me I saw Stephanie talking to Jake in a very lightly teasing manner.
"Just do it Jake, come on!" I had heard Stephanie say. I figured they probably weren't talking about me and continued my conversation with Mr. V. As the conversation ended I looked to my left to see Jake putting my binder down suspiciously. I walked over to the table and sat down while Jake, Stephanie, Tori, and Kevin were just staring at me.
"You should flip your binder over," Stephanie said.
As I flipped over my binder I saw a blue sticky note with messy hand writing all over it. The words spelled out "I really like you. Do you want to go out with me? -Jake."
I smiled and wrote on the same sticky note, "of course! Here's my #. 555-8849. :)"
I slipped him the sticky note and we both smiled at each other. With that everyone know what my answer was. Everyone started smiling and applauding all at once. I blushed because I could not stop smiling.
Everything seemed to be going pretty great.
Until the awkwardness settled in. I was Jakes first relationship too and we had no idea what we were going to do. We never showed any PDA no holding hands or even hugging just awkward talks and text conversation. He still stood up for me against Kevin and Dave and gave me my jacket whenever I forgot it. I never got myself to appreciate all the nice things he did for me.
An ego started to grow on me. Since I got Jake I figured I could get any guy I wanted. I stopped texting him everyday and talking to him every moment I could. Eventually I started to lose feelings for him too. Meanwhile he still held strong and never let me go. Until I started to.
I would say mean things about him to my friends and talk down upon our relationship. I was a hot mess minus the hot.
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Sorry for such a short chapter and this is all based on true events of my life. They're all made up names but I really hope you enjoy this story because I will be updating frequently :) thanks and don't forget to vote and share
-"Amy" <3
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Fiksi RemajaAmy is a regular teenager who lives in the regret of letting her middle school boyfriend go. Now that they're in high school and she sees just how well he's doing without her, will she ever get over him? Not to mention that he's one of her best frie...
