You hurt me you truly did. With no physical pain. You hurt my healing heart that I trusted you with. The hurt you gave me almost broke me, but my masochistic ways won't let me hate you no matter how hard I try. I don't want to cry ,I just want to know why.
Why drag me along if you wanted others. You can't change that you went behind my back and betrayed me more then once. You've done on three different occasions that I am aware of. So I'll give you chance to come clean, but that doesn't mean that I won't leave. I'll let you confess about your other fiancé, or how about that A girl you met in your game world. Not smart to say your in a coma and leg cast nope. Or how about those post you deleted. Or the little girl who said she had your attention. I'm not stupid I just thought since you knew how bad it felt to have someone you claim to love crush your heart, you wouldn't put someone else through that.
What makes matters worse is the family. They adore you ,you made me happy you made me smile. Now my happiness is tainted and my smile's no longer genuine. It's as fake as the feelings that you claim to have for me. I refuse to go along for a ride of dishonorable affections towards me.
I was a glass with with minor cracks along the edges but now I'm completely shattered. My shards are scattered. And once I find all my pieces the part with you and your deceit I'll throw it away but only after I bleed from crushing the glass with my bare hands.
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It Hurts
AcakWe say that we love each other and yet we tear each other down layer by layer How can we love when we are damaged beyond repair Where I come to vent and breathe
