Letters to the Ones I've Loved

02

Does it hurt you to know that you're not the reason I smile anymore? Does it hurt to see me smile with someone else, looking happy? Does it hurt that I can barely meet your eyes without them reflecting pain? Does it hurt that we don't share secrets in our stares anymore?  Does it bother you that someone else is the person that keeps me up at night, laughing at their jokes and endless talking? Does it even hurt you to know that I'm gone and you can't get me back after what you did? Did you even care about us or were the feelings in your eyes just a lie? What about us darling? Or are you happy that we're over? Are you happy that I'm gone? Are you in pain just as much as I was or are you over me like a used tissue? Are you?