realism book

heartbreak

you could love someone for
a long time and that's how they break your heart. they love you then leave you.

but if you love someone and they don't love you back, it could possibly be worse.

like my recent experiences. i've liked this guy for 3 years, lately he's been a complete douche to me and has made me feel so low of myself. i've honestly become depressed again. people say he likes me back but if he really did he would show it, not in a mean way. he wouldn't wanna hurt me if he liked me.

but he's been hurting me, making me feel like absolute crap. he says something mean, then acts like nothing happened. he only talks to my best friend. it hurts.

i hate him.