Hailey's POV
I sat in my room all day while Matty was away touring. I didn't eat.I didn't sleep.
I was scared of him but crazy for him. I missed him but I didn't want him to keep hurting me.
El walked in. "Eat!" she said. She handed me a sandwich. "No."
I cried. "Hailey." El said "Leave him." "I-i can't.I don't even know why."
I sobbed for hours. The phone rang. It was Matty. We hadn't spoke since the night of what happened.
"What?" I asked.
"Oh wow.Missing me? Oh I think not." he said.
I cried "I do miss yo-"
"Whatever." he choked
"I do." I muffled.
"I'll be back at one. You can just ditch me over the phone."
"Matty,I'm not ditching you.I'll see you soon." I mumbled
"Bye." he said.
I hung up. I cried into his jumper I was wearing. I got up.
I looked in the mirror I was far too skinny and pale.
I cried.I looked like a idiot. I sat in the living room with Em,El and Lily.
"You have nice thigh gap." Em said. I cried.
"Hails. Eat please. You don't need him he hurt you." "I do. I need him."
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We stayed up until midnight. I couldn't sleep anyway. I just smoked and drank.
They were doing their to spilt us up. But I loved him. It was a strange feeling.
"C'mon,He hurt you.You can't forgive someone who did that."
Em was repeatedly saying. I smoked on the cigarette "Shut up! I love him! Its strange yes but do I. give two single fucks? No! So fuck off okay!"
I yelled loudly. It was one o'clock. Exactly one. Em. began yelling at me.
"DON'T FUCKING YELL AT ME! YOU TWAT!! HE FUCKING HURT YOU BADLY!"
"HE WAS DRUNK! HE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING!"
"FUCK YOU!YOU BITCH!" she smacked my face leaving a red mark.
Then she punched my eye,scratched my cheek,caused me a nose bleed and a bust lip.
I cried loudly. I was weak. "Em!" El yelled. She smacked me again.
That was when Matty walked in. He chucked his bags on the floor.
He ran at Em and grabbed her off me. I got up quickly.
"Get off her!" El said taking Em. "Leave her alone! Don't come near her again all of you!" "You hurt her!" lily yelled at him.
"Just leave he yelled!"
They left. I cried hard. He hugged me. He lay my head on his chest.
I cried loudly. His shirt was all bloody off me. "I'm sorry.I'm so sorry."
"What have I done." he cried "You got hut even more.I'm sorry.' he hugged me tightly.
He wiped my eyes and the blood away. "I forgave you." I said.
"Why?" he asked "I don't want to let you go." I cried.
He kissed me softly. He moved my hair out my face. "I'll never hurt you again.I love you." he cried
