Jin sighed when looking at Tae trying hard to do the choreography. He had never been like this. At least never since his ex passed away.
He had declined to want to talk about anything at all so all made up their minds to ask him at the dorm.
He was troubled with his own thoughts but being old and responsible, he didn't let it show. Till now one had asked him anything as mostly all were worried about Taehyung.
If he messed up, they didn't mind.
If he thought he was being too silent, he cracked a lame pun to lighten up the mood but only got forced smiles for his efforts.
Know the feeling when you are sad and are hiding it from everybody,
And still want them to somehow realize what you're hiding?
That is exactly what Jin felt.
He sighed again when the music blared through the room.
He closed his eyes and started moving with the music as thoughts rushed into his mind, no matter how hard he tried to push them away.
~
He walked into the cafe, eager to grab his coffee first thing in the morning.
He didn't mind doing the work. After all, he is called the mom of the group for a reason.
As he walked out, he almost banged into someone and apologized to that man. As he turned the corner, this time, successfully, dashed into a young girl and immediately bowed, apologizing again, but before he could rush off to hide his face, he realized who he had dashed into.
"Jiris?"
She looked up midway through her own apologies and scoffed.
"If it ain' the shitface."
She started to walk off but he pulled her close, almost into a backhug.
"Ji I'm so sorry but you've got to trust me."
"Trust you?" She mumbled.
He could feel his heart drumming in his ears.
"I know it will be hard to, but please, believe me when i say that i really do care for you Ji-"
"Don't call me that." She said, closing her eyes, as if trying to hide her annoyance.
"Jiris, i've been talking to Kevin too and-"
"Well then i'm pretty sure you know what i think of y-"
"Are you sure it's not Kevin speaking through your mouth?"
She paused.
"What?"
He sighed.
"Ji I know even though I am an idol, i'm not completely clean. But i have learned from my mistakes and i am pretty sure i won't be irresponsible anymore, my brothers lives and fame depend on my actions too."
"Can you NOT call me that again??"
She ignored him and started walking in the other direction and he immediately followed her.
"Look i have no interest in ruining you. I have no interest in ruining my friendship with you, Y/N or Kevin . i miss my friendship with Kevin but he knew me differently back then and he doesn't believe me when i tell him i've changed. Ji i just wanted to say that i wa-"
"JIN WHAT ABOUT THE GIRL YOU ALMOST GOT PREGNANT IN HIGH SCHOOL?"
"I WAS DRUGGED THEN-"
"OH AND THE GIRL WHO YOU ALWAYS GAVE YOUR HOMEWORK TO?"
"WHAT THE- SHE ALWAYS USED TO STEAL AND DO IT TO IMPRESS-"
"BUT KEVI-"
He growled with frustration and yanked her behind, earning a gasp from her and he turned her around, placing his lips full on her.
He frowned as he continued to kiss her roughly, throwing in all his impatience and anger from the past few days.
He hugged her tight as she squirmed in his hands and tried to get away, but he didn't even loosen his hold one bit.
He felt her lips quiver with the pressure but he continued.
Hands roaming on her back and arms, he pushed her against a wall as she again gasped loud but her voice muffled again as he leaned in to continue the kiss.
Eyes closed, forehead sweating, and mouths working desperately with each other, they both soon got lost in the feeling of each others warmth.
Jin kissed her upper lip one last time and pulled away.
Jiris just looked up and gazed into his eyes, breathing heavily.
He suddenly pulled away, covering his face with a mask.
"I'm so sorry Ji. But I'm really into you." He said, eyes watering but before she could look at his tears he turned away.
I really am.
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"Hyung try to not take my spot." Jungkook whined, at Jin being extra clumsy today.
He snapped out of his thoughts and realized he had been dancing out of his place the entire time.
He just mumbled a soft sorry and went back to do his entire routine again.
~
Jiris punched the alarm clock till it stopped.
Groaning she opened her eyes slowly.
Her thoughts were in a haze till it all came back to her.
So it all was real after all. Hoping for it to be a dream had been useless.
The fangirl part of her wanted to jump out of the window but the other sane part was in the worst kind of a dilemma.
Her hands went to grab her hair as she groaned again in frustration.
What am i going to do?
All the 'stay away from idols' crap she had ever known just all went down the drain.
She got off the bed and walked to the bathroom and went to look at the mirror.
She looked away as soon as she saw a mark near her lips.
Sighing she went along to do her morning routine.
She still felt his presence linger over her.
She could still feel his hands on her hips.
She could still feel his lips on hers.
And it made it all even harder for her to want to forget.
She quickly grabbed her phone and dialed the first number she remembered.
"Y/N? I think we should talk about something."
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