"Y/N you're overdoing yourself don't you think?"
Jiris and Kevin have been staying at yours for a few days now.
You've been a mess.
"I'll be fine you guys should get you ass down to the diner next block and grab some food. I'll just be here doing the ch-"
"Stop it."
You glanced up from your paper work.
"What do you mean by sto-"
"Y/N you're helping your father overseas with emails and documents. You have a job at MC Donalds AND a part time at Starbucks. What do you expect me to tell you?"
"Kevin I-"
"How many hours are you sleeping."
"What"
"You heard me."
"Well.."
He glared at you and raised his eyebrows, questionably.
You sighed.
"Two to three everyday."
Jiris gawked at you.
"WHAT THE FUCK Y/N."
"Ji calm down its alright."
"No its NOT"
"Please-"
"Y/N. Just because a guy who is apparently an idol says something to you or kisses you, it does not mean he necessarily likes you. He could be playing around to 'pass his time'. I know they are our idols and we are their fans. But sometimes, we are no more than that. I've learned it the hard way. The way we are mixed up with BTS is different. But we are going to be good acquaintances, that's all" She finished all that and glanced at Kevin.
You closed your eyes, blinking back tears as you remembered everything from the other night.
~
"I love you Taehyung."
You sighed and looked up at his face, which was frozen.
"What?"
His reaction was not what you had expected and you fumbled with your words.
"Oh well I-I just –"
He left your hand and distanced himself, taking the warmth away, making you suddenly shiver.
Your breath hitched.
"Y/N ,I'm not sure what to say."
You could feel the blood drain out from your face.
"Why did you kiss me then?" You said, voice cracking, tears at the brim of your eyes.
He looked up at you, almost torn apart at his words.
"Y/N-"
"ANSWER ME." You screamed at him not holding in any emotion.
"I don't know."
You laughed.
You laughed so hard at that you almost looked crazy.
"OH SO NOW YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DID THAT. I WAS STUPID. STUPID TO THINK THAT YOU WOULD EVEN CONSIDER ME MORE THAN A FLING. YOU ARE NOT WHAT I THOUGHT YOU WERE. YOU'RE WORSE. JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER PE-"
"Y/N look please don't d-"
"NO YOU LISTEN TO ME. YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER RUDE, ARROGANT SON OF A BI-"
"Y/N JUST FORGET ABOUT ME. JUST FORGET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IT WAS ALL A MISTAKE."
He said, while pulling you close by your shoulders, knocking the breath out of you.
"Forget about it?"
You whimpered, looking into his eyes as a tear rolled down yours.
"Y/N don't c-"
"Leave."
You said quietly, pushing him away.
"Please don-"
"Remember one thing Taehyung. I could never forget what happened between us. Never ."
You looked at him one last time and as soon as he took a step to say something, you turned around and left.
He grabbed your hand from behind and you yanked it off, feeling something tear but you didn't care.
"See you in hell."
~
"You can't let one guy do this to you." Jiris said, while patting your head, making you open your eyes.
"Okay." You said,souless, just like all the other times they had tried convincing you to stop.
Kevin heaved a deep sigh.
"Have you atleast been eating the food we send you?"
"Yes of course."
You lied.
He nodded at you and motioned Ji to get up.
"Just loosen the reigns a little bit 'kay?"
You nodded and mumbled a light yes as they left.
You got up to go the bathroom. Climbing the stairs, the world seemed to tilt for a second, making you loose your balance. You gasped and grabbed the railing, saving yourself from falling down the stairs.
That was close.
Maybe I should just eat more.
Although my appetite says otherwise.
~
"Taehyung- ah I think you should rest for a bit."
It was Namjoon.
Taehyung had been messing up the choreography for their new song almost every time.
He wasn't able to concentrate.
"No its fine I'll be up in a minute." He said, sitting down to have a drink.
You was all he thought about.
He remembered you crying and he felt like burying himself.
I don't know how I feel about her.
~
"Remember one thing Taehyung. I could never forget what happened between us. Never."
~
He sighed and forced a smiledat Hoseok who sat down beside him.
"What's up with you buddy? I've never seen you like this."
He just smiled again and shook his head.
"I screwed up big time hyung."
"Is it Y/N?"
He nodded.
Hoseok sighed at that, motioning him to get up.
Lets call off practice. We need to talk."
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