to write love on her arms

Chapters 1&2

Lexie Wilson's point of view

     It was about two months into my sophomore year in high school and I was waiting out by his car after class. I used to ride with Samantha (my best friend). Or at least we used to be, after Seth had kissed me for the first time, we started going out. Then Samantha just quit talking to me, and was always mad for some reason. I hadn't really thought about it until we argued over why I talked about him so much, then she stopped driving me to home or work. I happened to look over to my right, after waiting forever for Seth to leave his locker,  Samantha's driving down the rode. Even though I feel very awkward I  scream out " hey!". She just ignored me like I was some stranger trying to give her weird candy.

     " Ahhhhh!" I screamed as I felt two hands wrapping around my waist making me feel scared and warmly at the same time. Turning around I see those big brown eyes and that straight hair with just the right amount of length in the front to flip across his face. "Its ok babe, its just me" he says while smiling with those beautiful dimples I always admired so much. With his muscular arms he lifts me up on top of his car.

    

     As he attempts to kiss me, but I look down slightly with a sort of frown on my face "what is it babe?"he says with a puzzled look at me. I wanted to tell him but he would probably laugh at me for it. "Nothing" I say hoping to just forget about what I was feeling. He looks at me with his puppy dog eyes and pouts for an answer out of me. Sadly it works everytime, "Ok but its stupid". He looks at me and says"it can't be any stupider than you not trusting me" as he laughs over it. I felt so embarrassed not telling him exactly how I felt but its so hard to explain how I feel but I tried to anyway. " EverytimeI try to Samantha age just ignores me." He didn't say anything, but the look in his eyes told me that he was looking for something perfectly sweet to say to me.

     "You don't have to say anything" he laughed as he kissed me with his beautiful, full lips. We hoped in the car as I posted attention to every move he made. "I can still see you looking at me" my face turned red and felt like put was on fire "sorry" I said ashe grabbed my hand making me smile.

     We stopped by a fast food place and got some coke and fries to share. Once we got to his house his mom had greeted me with a huge hug and a smile, "Hey sweetie" "how was your day at school?"I smiled at her and said, "it was fine Ms.Sanders." His mom single because his father went to prison about three times because of drugs and beating her so she divorced him when Seth was about 7. Oh my, thinking about Seth made me tingle inside because of his muscular arms which were covered by tattoos and his abs. That straight hair which I love running my fingers though and tugging on when he kissed me mixed with those big brown eyes that I can't quit staring at.

     We've never done anything in the bed besides sleep with each other in our underwear. He understood that I want ready yet, but when I was I would makesure there was every protection in the world with us. I wasn't going to get pregnant any time soon, maybe not ever if I can help. Although i'm not ready yet I do get these good feelings when i'm in his room and we're making out. I've seen him get good feelings to with out him saying anything.

     I'm not a virgin though. Once I went to a party and some how got drunk. I think the dude spiked my drink, but yeah you know. I vowed to never go to a party like that again after what had happened. Seth knows, and I was so mad at myself when I told him because he was kind of mad at me to. I still love him though, and he still loves me because he knows it wasn't my fault.  He's known as being the bad boy at school to you know the one with tattoos, the one who never listens to any one, and the one who gets into every girls pants then leaves them, but he wasn't like that. He's actually a virgin.