Always (The story of Liliana Minerva Snape)

Hello, This is my first fan fiction so please don't be so hard on me. This Is also dedicated to sentinelangel,  the one person that has inspired me to make this. All characters except Liliana belong to the famous J.K. Rowling. This is only for entertainment.

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Lily ran towards spinner's end to the house of  the only man she could talk to  about  this, after all it was his. She did not know how to break it to him, how he would react, but she knew that he would change from his dark deeds that he would she the light, all she had to do was tell him.

 "Lily...Wha?How? Why are you here?" said severus at the door of his house. shocked,and alittle hopeful that she changed her mind about Potter.

"May I come in, Sev?" Lily said as he move aside from the doorway

"I need to tell you something?"

"Lily why are you here?"

"I'm here to tell you that ...."

Severus closed the door behind heim as she entered and sat on the couch. She looked nervous and scared thought to himself There is something more to her arriving here afterall she is marked for death by the dark lord.

He walked over and sat near her , he could not bear the guilt he still had from their years at hogwarts.

"Severus, I'm pregnant and its yours"  Lily finally spoke after a few moments of scilence. She ringed her hands as though she was guilty of a wrongdoing and she was nervous of what he might think of her after this.

Severus sat there on the leather seat, shocked, so many questions ran through his mine.

"Lily, why are you bringing me this information? Isn't it potter's afterall you are married to him?" he said sarcastically in hopes to keep his fascade that he created when she rejected him.

"It's yours, not James's"

"How?'

"I took your deal that night, you came to the house and told me James was never in love with me , that you loverd me from the moment we met in the park all those years ago and I felt sad and worried for you, that I gave you what you wanted because that night you made me feel like myself again."

"We had an affiar!" Saeverus was completely furious at the time, how could he have done this, even if he got what he wanted, to be with lily, he could not go through with this

"James is dead, severus! I ran with harry far from Godric's Hallow" Lily interrupted him

"Yes but ..."

Lily rose and placed a hand on his shoulder " James was dead then too and when you came to me I thought you would kill me like your death eater friends then i realized, you thought i was dead too. didn't you?"

During that night he was very drunk, way above his limits that  he propesed on himself and then apperated to godic's Hallow to check on Lily and saw the house destroyed and saw Lily ...dead and he held her and cried and then she moved and he started to remeber that night. He took her and harry to his house and healed her and told her everything from loving her to betraying the dark lord.

"I remember lily, we didn't have an affair, he was dead and you were injured. Where have you been?" severus finally spoke after realizing the truth and gaining his memory back of that night , such a beautiful night.

"I've been with the Order and I'm glad you remembered and not the story, I created in your head of an affair."

"Are you alright? Why did you change my memory, i might ask?"

"I did not know if you could be trust enough with the information and that I got with you if you were still with them, of course." she said as she rose and headed to the kitchen to fetch herself something to drink, "oh, and yes I'm perfectly fine, sev."

"How far long, lil?"

"Five months along, sweetheart" she said worried that she might have given birth then due to the potion she spilled on herself  that acelerates the growth of offspring. She felt awful lying to him, like that knownig she could give birth any moment now.

He looked at her as though he must have been dreaming, with her giving him so much affection like this.

"What's wrong, sev?"

"Nothin, just... nevermind"

"I know, you haven't seen this side of me for a long time.  I know its hard to believe but,it is what we are now"

"Lily, I was wandering if you and harry... would want to  stay here until the baby is born?"

"Of course, severus. I would love  to do that. I'll get harry." Severus took her arm quickly stopping her from aparrateing

"Who is harry staying with I don't want you to go alone."

"He is with dumbledore, it is alright, darling. I'll be fine."

as she said his grip let loose and she apparated to hogwarts.