Reckless// Bellamy Blake

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This chapter is dedicated towards every characters goodbyes to my little space bunny Sienna Gray

Jasper: Sienna Gray. The first thing I think of when I hear your name is selfless. I can't remember one time where you put yourself first and that's what got you killed. I don't blame you for Maya, Sienna. You tried everything you could. You've always been my favorite and I hope one day soon I can see you again. Rest easy.

Monty: I agree with what Jasper said about you being selfless. I can't think of one person who would jump in front of a machete to save someone. You were the best and most vibrant person I have ever met. Life down on earth won't be the same with you. You are missed greatly Gray.

Raven: I never really liked you, honestly, but when I heard about your selflessness I knew that you were the type of person I would have wanted to keep around. That's my fault for realizing it too late. Watch over us, Gray.

Lincoln: When I found you, I don't think I have ever felt a pain like that before. The most lovable person was dying in front of me. I didn't know what to do, but I did know that I had to get you back to Bellamy. Bellamy was your epic love and it would take a blind person to see that. Watch over him and all of us. I am so sorry that I couldn't save you, Sienna.

Abby: You were always the kind little girl who would come into Medical asking for your favorite cookies. You were always the kind girl who would bring her mother lunch when she was in surgery. Then one day you grew up and then you died. I wish and I pray that you aren't in any pain anymore. For your mother and Clarke, your sister. Jake would be so proud of you.

Olivia: My sweet, sweet, innocent daughter who was taken away too soon from me. I wish that I wasn't so oblivious to your feelings when we were on the Ark. I don't want to go on and on about you, because I don't have enough time to talk about how amazing of a daughter you were. You'll always be my little girl, Sienna.

Murphy: I still remember the day that I was a complete dick to you in the woods on our first day down. I remember watching you dance in the rain and think, "how can a girl like her be so happy and reckless". I knew what you did for Bellamy. I was put on the ship last, so I saw it all. Never thought I would confess this. You, Sienna Gray, always saw the good in everyone, even in me and that takes a lot. You believed me when I said I didn't kill Charlotte. You've always believed in me, Gray. I'll always believe in you.

Cayden (if he was alive wow this hurts): Sienna Gray. You were the love of my life. I didn't expect to fall in love with you so quickly, but I did and I don't regret a second of it. I am glad I have passed, because your love for Bellamy has always been more than you could ever give to me. I am glad you had found your way to him. Love you forever.

Octavia: My big sister who lived across the hall, I love you. I always have. You've been there for me than more times I can count. I will live by your word and never let the name Sienna Gray be forgotten. You have made me into who I am today. I owe you that. I love you, Si. Thank you for all of the memories and thank you for being the best big sister I could have ever asked for.

Clarke: I had only recently found out that you were my sister. Right after you died, actually. Our father would be so proud of you. I wish he could see you now. I regret that I let you go turn yourself in to save us. I should have never let it happen. You have always been the kind, selfless person I will forever cherish. I will love and miss you for forever, sister.

Lexa: I only met you once at terrible circumstances, but I have recently been informed about your death. I am sorry for what I have done to you and what I have done to your people. I know how much you mean to Clarke and everyone else and that is why you will never be forgotten amongst my people and by me.

Bellamy: You will always be the little girl who dropped her food in the hallway when we were six. Ever since that moment, I knew we would be extraordinary together and inseparable. I have always loved you and I always will. I could never live up to your name. Honestly, I wish I never let you go turn yourself in. We all knew it would end badly, so I don't know why I did. I love you and I have never regretted anything more than letting you go. Sienna, when you promised you'd come back to me, this isn't what I meant. I want you back. I need you back. I don't think I can live this life without my epic love. Thank you for being reckless with me. I love you. Loved you then, love you now, always will. Rest easy angel.

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this is everyone's official goodbye. if i missed anyone you wanted to see, let me know and i will add them. i am so incredibly grateful for everyone who has read this book. it truly means a lot to me. i love you all.

i am going to do a little character q&a so comment some questions under who you want to ask a question to and they will respond !

Sienna-

Bellamy-

Octavia-

Clarke-

Olivia-

Jake-

Murphy-

Lexa-

Cage-

Cayden-

Jasper-

Monty-

Other(s)-