Figuring it out

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Hi! So this chapter is probably going out after a few days. Sry. But I do my best to write these. I honestly enjoy it and in happy with the support. This is my first book that I truly try on.

Ash POV

Owww! Why did Serena scream so loudly? What's wrong?

"Ash I need your help!" She says looking worried.

"What is it?"

"I-I feel like I'm repeating the sane day or week until...until I do something. Ive got it!" She says proudly but then looks sad and frowns.

"But then this would never happen..."

"What would never happen?"

"Us..." Aren't we already a thing? I mean were friends right?

"Ash...I don't think I can be with you" she starts getting tears in her eyes. I walk up to her and cup her cheeks.

"Serena whatever is going on we can get through this!" I say hoping she feels better.

"But you dont understand! I can't be your girlfriend, your wife!" She says triggered that life wasnt fair. She also stares at me waiting for me to respond, she looked like a mess everything ruined...what happened to the Serena I knew?

"Serena I-I didnt know you felt that w-" I was cut off by some blue force that came out of no where. Serena dissapered and I was left all alone.

"Wha-? Serena! SERENA!?" I shout hoping for an answer. Is this what she ment. If she feels that way, her heart must be broken. I-I cant let this happen! I need to tell Clemont! But where is he? I turned when I see everything dissapering into a white cloud of hit fiery air. Oh god.

"Ahh!" Were my final words before I was sucked in...

Serena POV

Not again! I cant belive this is happening! Why me what did I ever do to get this?!

"Hey Serena wa-"

"I'm up alright!" I shout. I saw Ash surprised and shocked those are basically the same thing right now. I know but it sounda cooler

"Uh Ash I'm s-sorry I just don't feel well." I say apologising.

"Its alright I guess it was a bad idea for me to sleep with you." I blushed because I always do if you hadn't noticed.

"Ash I-I just need help and I dont know what I need to do." I say frustrated.

"Serena I know what your talking about..."

"What?"

Ash POV

I thought I was dead turns out I wasn't I turned over and saw serena sleeping next to me. I blushed as I carefully went out of the tent. It took a while to realize where I was.

"Hey Serena wa-" she cut me off

"I'm up alright!" She was angry I could tell. She told me that she needed help but then it all came back to me... I knew what she need help with.

" I know what your talking about"

"What?"

"Serena it's me the Ash from ism how long ago....I saw you like 10 min ago tho."  Her eyes went wide.

"So you kn-"

"Shhhhhh, if you say anything related to that then you go back and kill everyone on earth...maybe even everywhere..." She looked horrified

"I-I did what?"

"Dont mind that it didnt hurt at all. Trust me I was there...."

"So your the Ash I told about this all?" I nodded

"I'm so embarssed" she said hiding her face.

"I told you because I thought I wouldnt see you again or at least that you....." She was blushing her face stuck out from her hair.

"You look cute when you blush" I say smiling. She blushes even harder

"I watched a movie on this sort of thing... They had to do the thing that they wanted most to happen...oh, but that would never happen..." She says disappointed.

"Well what is it?"

"I always wanted you to um....tell me something special to me."

"I assume its that I love you would be it right?" She blushed at the thought of it. She smiled as she spaced out for a second.

"Yeah...I guess"

"But would it work if I said it? And then you can go on and live your life with Ash...me...Ash?"

"No because you would still be here, and I'm in love with you but you arent with me and..." She shut her mouth because she wasnt supposed to say "I love you".

"Oh, right I guess it wouldn't...but then wait you cant go on until you make me like you" I say feeling more uncomfortable, Serena is my best friend but nothing more to me...it hurts to see her like this. But I dont love her. Do I?

"Serena y'know that you might be stuck forever...I don't want that though...Serena in sorry"

"Its fine, just will take some time to get used to. Say wanna go on a walk"  I see what she is doing but I go along.

"Ash I appreciate what your doing for me" she shifts closer to me I feel awkward. She makes is stop walking and I feel as if something is about to happen.

"Serena what are you-" I got cut off by a sudden kiss from her. I felt warm, a wired feeling. Brock told me it was love. But I'm not sure. She leaned back and I could see she was hoping for a response to set her free. I would do anything for her, but its impossible to cheat this. If I say "I love you" but fake it. She won't be free.

"S-Serena, uh...w-Wha-"

"Oh...I'm sorry Ash," I saw her dissapointed it hurt me.

"No Serena I-I enjoyed it" I say blushing. I saw her frown turn upside down. I saw her have hope again. She gave me a hug.

"Thanks Ash for helping me be set free" she smiled as she let go and took a few steps back. I couldn't let myself live... I lied to her. But I mean she was happy for a while, and who knows I might love her the way she does me...

"Hey Ash, thanks for helping me figure it out!" She smiled a bright smile, one that made my world full of color...what am I saying?

So I feel like I'm rushing these to get it done but I honestly love writing these. Typos here and there but typing on phone is hard. Anyway I hope you stay for the rest of the book as I make it, and if I dont update in like a week or so get mad at me please so I write again!

Anyway FennPika Out!

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