Thoughts

You Hurt me

I remember when you needed someone to be your friend I was that friend as much as I could. How come when I needed you to be there you weren't? I have cared about you for so long but now I have to let you go. I am sorry. I have to do this for me. I can't keep doing things for you. It's to hard. I wish you could have brought me up not break me down. I used to tell you everything. I was showing you I trusted you and you didn't show me you where worthy of it. So I am saying it. You don't get it back. I was at my lowest and you pulled my lower. It's going to be hard to leave you because I am so used to telling you everything and you doing the same. I guess that's changing now. I want to feel better. I know I can. I am starting to feel better these days. Things are not great but still better. I hope you will be happy with the other friends you have because I can't be one of them. I don't want you to hurt because you hurt me. You know I am not like that. I know your not going to ever know that I said this to you. Maybe that's why it's so freeing. I can tell you without telling you. This was never meant to hurt you. I hope it won't. I am happy to say I have some friends that care for me and what I have to say. They make me feel better. They have helped me through it all.

I am sorry it's like this....