Innermost Thoughts

sadness

Ok hi again here! I seriously feel so frustrated. Shits happen everywhere and almost everyday. I have been planning for tomorrow as if it will be my last day in the world and yet something came up just now and i have to cancel everything. I feel like my heart was crumpled into a tiny ball of paper and it hurts so bad. I wanted to cry but i won't. I have been crying almost everyday before and i have successfully stop myself from doing that. I keep this believe in me: once you have stop or start something, you have to bear and complete it till it end.

I know that i am not suppose to exaggerating but this is real hurt even worse than breakups. Sounds like a very experienced one right? The truth is i can say that i have never gone through that phase. I did fell in love before but break up is not my thing. I just end up everything and try my best to get over everything as fast as i can. Should i share more about my love life? Tell me if you are interested to know.

I know right i might be talking to myself right now. No one is reading my writing. Hehu..*crying* but it is okay i am sure that one fine day you guys will notice this piece of trash. Hahahahahahah okeh.