High school bully vanossgaming x reader

What have I done.....

~Y/n POV~

Evan and I drove home all silent "Before we get there can we go to Lui's place?" I asked "Sure why?" "No reason why haven't seen each other in a while so why not?" "Alright" Evan drove to Lui's house and I got out before Evan could turn off the car "Oh hey Y/n" Lui said opening the door when I knocked "Hey Lui can we come in?" "yeah" "So um can you call the rest?" I said "Yeah sure" Lui went to go call the rest of the guys and Evan came in all confused "Uh.. Y/n what are you doing?" "I'm done with Jonathan's bull shit I'm telling the whole crew" "but you said you didn't want to because it was his diction" "I don't care he messed up my life he made me all sad and all that crap and now he's saying he messed up my life which he did and he came back when I was going back to normal and now he's back and why not go kill himself again?!" "Y/n your not yourself do you hear yourself?! Jonathan is like a brother to you and now your agents' him!" "SO I never thought of him as a brother to me!" "They are on there way" Lui said coming in, something is really wrong with me but I don't care if Jonathan goes it was all better when he was gone! "Ok thanks Lui" I said "So how where you guys holding up?" "Fine" I said with a little sass in it "Uh Evan can I talk to you?" Lui said Evan nodded and they went to a room and talk while I waited for the rest to come, a few minutes passed Lui and Evan came back and the crew was all here "So why did you call us?" Craig (Mini) said "I want to tell you something that we have been keeping a secret a while now and now I think is the time before he leaves again" I started "Ok?" Nogla said "So a few days ago someone came to our house and it was Jonathan he was a live and I didn't believe it at first because how upset I was and now he is back but not for a long time he will be leaving again once he is done with a thing he has to finish" I explained "Evan is this true?" Brock (Moo) said "Yes" Evan said nodding he's head "Why did you guys keep this a secret! And why did he tell you two first?!" Lui said getting all sad but mad "I don't know we went to talk to him and I don't give a fuck about him anymore!" I said "WHAT YOU WHERE THE ONE THAT MISSED HIM BUT I MISSED HIM MORE AND YOU ARE SAYING THAT! WHY DID HE TELL YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!" Lui said crying a little "He said I fucked up his life and it was better without him! I was being normal again I was free again and he came back and now I'm all mad at him because he fucked my life!" I said "Y/n get out!" Lui yelled I left and Evan gave me the car keys because he knew I wanted to go home which I did, 'what did I do?! Lui care about him more then I do why did I want to do this? Oh maybe because Jonathan thinks I screwed up his life well go ahead think what you want Jon I hate you! I WHISH YOU DIED AGAIN!' 

~Evan's POV~

Y/n left all mad which botherd me I thought she would get all attached to him again but no it didn't she got mad at Jonathan and Jonathan got mad at her and now Lui and the whole crew are mad at her "Sorry Lui but she got mad at Jonathan and Jonathan got mad at her to and I don't want them like that" I said "No it's nothing of Jonathans' fault its your guys fualt for not telling us!" Lui yelled "I'm sorry but Jonathan said he didn't want us to tell you or the others because he knew you guys where going to get sad but now this happened and Y/n got out of it and I didn't know she was going to tell you guys and this wouldn't of happened" I said trying not to yell "Well maybe it was a good idea so now we know that JONATHAN IS ALIVE" Lui said "I'm sorry I got to go i can't leave Y/n a lone right now" "Wait tell us where he is right now" Tyler said "I'm sorry but I can't Jonathan told us not to tell you guys when he is ready" I left before they asked me anymore questions 

Sorry short chapter but I will try to update more and I know this book was suppose to be about vanoss bullying you and all but it turned out diffrent then I thought and I'm sorry but I will see you in the next chapter! PEace! 

-Jacki