High school bully vanossgaming x reader

I understand now....

A few weeks later
~Evan POV~
I haven't see Y/n in the halls at all lately and I know she could be mad at me which is fine because I treated her like shit and I punched her but I want to see her at least once more... ugh what I'm I saying my friends will kill me if they found out I liked Y/n while I'm bullying her damn why can't I see her?

~Y/n POV~

I try avoiding Evan in the halls and when I see him I quickly go the different direction before he sees me which I've been doing good for a week but I feel heartbroken for some weird reason I just don't want to see him he will hurt me if I go near him and Daniela I've seen but she made friends we still talk just not as much as when we met which sucks but I can't worry about her to much the one I have to worry is Evan.....
I head to my 8th period class and I keep my head low looking at the ground not look up at all or where I'm going just looking at my feet then I bump into .... him..... "Sorry wasn't....." "Y/n!? I'm sorry for doing all the bad stuff I did I'm such a dick head! I'm sorry can you forgive me and we can start all over again?" Did Evan really care about me? All this time I avoided him because I thought he would bully me again....but I guess not but now I understand what these feelings are............ I like my high school bully Evan. But I know he won't like me because I'm just a typical girl that gets bullied by a popular guy. All of a sudden I feel warm...someone or something wrapping me and I look up and see Evan hugging me? "Evan? Why are you hugging me?" I ask "Just to let you know that I want you to forgive me..." " Evan....I got to get going I'm going to be late for class!" "Forget about it you can skip just this once plus I want to talk..." "ok?" Evan grabs my hand and takes me to a corner where no one can see us.... "What did you want to talk about?" I asked "Well..... I finally know what this feeling inside of me is I never understood what this feeling was but now I understand everything ......I like you Y/n!" Uh....did not see that coming..... "Evan....." "If you don't like me that's alright I just wanted to let that out for a while now..... sorry for wasting your time Y/n" I can't let him leave I love him to but I can't say anything like I'm frozen and can't move I have to stop him before he disappears..., "Evan!" He turns around and I see his eyes a little watery was he about to cry? "Evan......I love you but I just can't because I'm scared your going to keep hurting me..." "Y/n I'm sorry I just didn't know what to do but I was such a dickhead I'm sorry I love you and will you forgive me?" "Yes I forgive you and I love you!" I finally understand to I had these weird feelings that were trying to say I liked Evan for a while and now I told him how I feel and he feels the same....