High school bully vanossgaming x reader

empty, lost, depressed

Evan

We decided that it would be better if we separated and go our own ways like Jonathan is no longer with us we haven't seen each other over the past month since Jonathan died and Y/n and I try getting over it but Y/n seems to have a struggle she keeps getting memories about him on every little thing we did with him which hurts me because my best friend I've know for the longest time... it just feels like I'm getting hit every time in the chest for the lost of Jonathan..

Y/n

I try getting over Jonathan's death but I can't I keep getting memories about him every time we played on Gmod or any other game and we hung out he was my brother not from blood but I called him my brother which it kills me knowing I won't see him ever again and I will be for ever alone but Evan is with me and the crew all split up and went their different ways... I wonder if they are living good I just hope they are happier then Evan and I... I miss you Jonathan..

Lui

I miss Jonathan a lot and it's hard with out him here to help me out and to talk to me like in High school and he helped Evan get Y/n and Jonathan made this crew a family not just friends but a whole family but the family that we thought would last broke once Jonathan left I live alone with no one to talk to but Nogla and the rest I don't talk to much anymore I bet Evan and Y/n are having a pretty bad time with this even if it's been a month since Jonathan died god I haven't even told Luke about him and it's been a month...

Nogla (David)

I miss Jonathan even if we didn't talk much just in video games he was a pretty cool dude he built this family but that family broke and Y/n and Evan are broken from this, I see Lui from time to time while I don't know what in the world the others are doing because Evan thought it would be a good idea if we all went our separate ways so no one else gets hurt if he thought it was his fault he died it wasn't

Tyler

That dumb fuck died and he was the only one who actually made all of us laugh and he was a cool guy I mean he was a psychopath clown but he was ours and the only one that was a big part of this group, I live with Mini now and I'm not sure I would call were a thing because neither one of us said a thing about each other

Brian

Jonathan... he was an awesome guy he made everyone laugh in the bad or good but who's going to make us laugh now? He's gone and we will forever be sad and a part from everyone like the crew all split up which I don't know what to do anymore Jonathan why did you leave you brought light to all of us now you just brought darkness...

Sorry short chapter but everyone is so depressed and lost but mostly empty without Jonathan with them, he brought them light he brought them laughter but who know also I don't know if I put it out there but they already did a funeral for him so they all did little speech's and who knows maybe he isn't dead? He might just of been knocked out for something... who knows but I will see you in the next chapter! PEace!  

-Jacki