Unconscious [Collection]

Unconscious

Unconscious:The state of a human being who is suddenly losing control and slowly losing themselves.

Once you realize the fact that you had no one,your lost.You keep searching and trying to fix what cannot be fixed.You keep on giving your all to this one little thing that isn't giving it's all back to you.You don't even know if it's worth it.You keep on wasting your energy and time on it.Tears start streaming down your cheeks,one bye one just of the thought of it.You keep on questioning yourself.Is all this pain really worth it?Soon your throwing objects at the wall,crying and screaming for a way out.Your just so confused.You feel like your worthless.You feel like you don't matter.They make you do this.They're the ones who made you feel so broken down and insecure inside.Those so called "friends."They hurt you and stab you emotionally.They betrayed you but yet they still make you thinking as if you were still their "friend."You just can't help the tears spilling down.It's hard to swallow that lump in your throat  that is making it hard to breathe.You glance at the mirror.

It's going to be okay.Your going to get through this.

You tell yourself.You wipe the running mascara on the bottom of your sleeve.

It's going to be okay.Be a big girl.Big girls don't cry.

 But the second the thought comes back,you just can't help but to weep.

Why are they doing this to you?Why are you letting them do this to you?They were never your true friends.They only wanted to know all your secrets and destroy you.Yes,thats right.You were just the stupid girl that they could pick on.You never meant anything to them.They never even cared about you.They just did it for their own amusement and entertainment.You had enough of this.It's time.It's time.

You glance at the mirror again but this time there is a girl staring back at you who is determined to forget,move on,and make a change.

It's going to be okay.

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Author's Note: This is just a little short story,I wanted to write.I put a lot of emotions into this.This has happened to me so this is 100% from the bottom of my heart.Nowdays bitches will be bitches and sometimes you just have to be your own best friend which is part of growing up.