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Unconscious [Collection]

Teen Fiction

"I wonder why life is so difficult. Then after pondering for a while I realize that if it had to be easy, it wouldn't have been worth living. The true pleasures of life is when you fight hard with the difficulties and overcome the same. Its like pla...

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Suicide

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by chelsealuvs

by chelsealuvs

Song for this chapter: Suicide by Rihanna

Also the song is on the side if your reading on laptop. --->

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His face.

His eyes.

His smile.

Everything about him.

I hate him.He caused more pain than anyone in my entire life.He played me.He used me.Now I'm just a dirty Kleenex tissue.Oh the days when I had gave up everything for him.

Gone,in under just a second.

Gone.

He made me feel like I actually mattered for the first time.He made me believe it was love.It wasn't.I told him my true feelings and then I was pushed away.Farther and farther each and every day.Now we're only faded memories.He once was a lover but now is a stranger.I don't know him anymore.He left with my naive heart.He walked out and met someone new.He didn't even stop by and check if I was alright.No,he just left.He looks happy with her,so much happier.It kills me everyday watching them.I know I should let go because it is for the best.How do you let go of someone who gave you so much to remember?Days go by and I sometimes look back upon what we were.There I get that feeling again.

Heart racing.

Palms sweating.

Butterflies flying.

Quickly,I run off to get myself occupied with something so I don't have to think of...him.It just doesn't work.

I am in love with him.

I need to stop.

He is happy.

He doesn't need me.

I miss him.I wish he would just come running back into my empty arms and embrace.Learning to live without him is killing every pieces of me.I love the one who I lost.

This is suicidal.

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Authors note: I used to like this guy and we used to sit next to each other in science.I honestly had the time of my life with him.He was so funny,generous,and sweet.I told him how I felt and then we just became distance.He asked a girl out and it hurt like hell will never know.Sometimes I think about him but I know that moving on is for the best.He really did make me feel...magic.We can't control other persons feelings about you,all that we can do is become the best person we can be and have faith.