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(Still faiths pov)

"I'm ready to tell you now" I said snuggling into his chest.

"Faith stop I love you so much and if you don't want to tell me it's okay I understand he looks like it's painful to talk about so don't worry" Zach said pulling me back on his lap so we were i the same position before

But his time we hadn't been kissing we both had been crying I stated crying thinking about what happen and he started crying seeing me upset

"Zach please I want to" I said getting off his lap laying my head on his shoulders "only if you want to Okay Faith" he said pecking my lips

"Okay so Zach my mom died giving birth to me and jack and it had only been me jack and my dad for the longest but when I was 14 years old my dad one day was finally ready to go out on a date me and jack had no problem with it my dad told He jack was watching me when he was gone even though jacks 5 minuets older then me he was still some how my baby sitter" we both chuckled

"But jack had asked if it was okay for him to go out with some friends for a little while I had no problem with it because I had my big brothers back so I told him to go about an hour later someone came into my house but it's wasn't my dad or brother" I said and begin crying

"Babes stop you don't have to" Zach said pulling me into a tight hug "no it's fine I want to tell you , you deserve to know" I said relaxin my head back on his shoulders

"Okay so I went to see who it was then I noticed he wasn't anyone I know so I ran into my closet but he found me and and Zach he raped me I was only 14 I want supposed to lose my virginity like that Zach he left scars in my body from gripping me to hard Zach it hurt so much I couldn't move" I begin to sob a lot remembering the night

"Babe I'm so so sorry no one deserves that ever I want to kill him faith you are my girl no one will ever hurt you like he did ever again or hurt you in any way possible I'm here for you" he said kissing me and crying a long with me

"Zach I'm not done right before the man left he told me to get a shower so I did and then when I came out of the shower he hit me with a gun and it knocked me out and told me he'd be back for me I have no memory of his face but I can remember what he did to me and I wish I didn't as a soon as my dad and jack got home that day I told them everything my dad sent me  and jack to L.A to live with my aunt because he was afraid the man would come back but about 2 months into living with her she died we were going to go back with my dad but the man had come back and after I wasn't there he killed my dad. then you know logan adopted us because we had met him as a soon as we got here and he took us in as little siblings in so thankful for him and jack because besides Logan jacks the only family I have left I love them both so much" I said

"Faith I had no idea and if you ever ever think I'm being to touchy or I'm being a little rough while kissing you tell me I'll stop immediately I don't care about sex I don't need it as long as I have you faith and trust me jack and Logan love you so much I've never seen closer siblings then you and jack your his entire world" Zach said

"Yeah I know that's why he don't know about us zach he blames himself for me being raped he thinks he could of stopped the man but I told him the man had a gun what would I have done if he shot jack and still raped me I would of had no life after that what I went through was hell but I'd rather it be be me than something happening to jack he's my everything zach I'd be so lost without him I swear" I said crying even more now thinking of someone hurting jack

"Faith I see where jack is coming from if I was him I'd be the way he is to over protective, but he's not just that he's such a great brother to you I seen that the first day I met you to I understand why he doesn't know about us I'm okay keeping it like that I don't won't him to worry about you and then breaking us up because I'm in love with you Faith Ann Avery and as long as I have you , you have me forever who else has to know" Zach said Making me smile

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