Blessing in disguise | h.s

5.

Chapter Five

My mind was a total mess, really. I am so bad at making decisions. But Manchester is so far from where I live. Which means I can't go back whenever I want. Not that I want to go back, but just incase. Suddenly something crashed in my brain.

''Stop.'' I suddenly stated.

I looked at Harry who was now staring at me, ''What?'' he asked confused.

''I said stop.'' I was shocked at my own words, but I somehow didn't trust him for hundred percent. Harry laughed at my words. Why was he laughing? I just said 'stop'. And I wanted him to stop, and bring me to some hotel or something. I felt the car came to a instant stop.

''Ruby, wh- what do you mean?'' Harry said, chuckling.

I bit my lip, trying to hide my shyness. ''I want you to stop, Harry.'' I looked at my hands who were laying on my lap, fidgeting with the hem of my shirt. I didn't want to go further with him. The decision I made was stupid. Of course I can't live with some total stranger. God, I was so stupid. The next time I stand for such a decision, I need to over-think it. Twice.

Harry kept laughing. It made me angry. How could he even laugh?

''Oh, Ruby. But you already said yes, so-'' Harry started.

''Yeah, so? And now I want you to stop, so excuse m-'' I stopped my sentence, because I realised the door was locked. Why would he even lock the car? I'm not a child. I snapped my head at Harry. ''Harry?'' I questioned confused.

''Oh, but you're not going anywhere, Ruby.'' Harry stated with all seriousness. ''You see, you already said yes, and I'm too far to bring you back to that damn hospital.''

''What the hell, Harry? I don't mind walking to a hotel, so let me out. Please.'' I really started to boil now. What the hell was wrong with him? ''Harry, I am sorry that I suddenly tell you to stop, but I- I think I didn't make the right choice. I didn't-''

''No,'' he grinned, ''Ruby, just sit back and relax, okay? You did make the right choice.'' Harry blinked.

I groaned and bit my lip, ''Just unlock the door so I can get out!'' I almost yelled at him. My hands flew over my mouth. I was shocked at my behaviour, I'd never acted like this. Maybe it was the morphine. But I did wanted to get out of this car, and rapidly. I tried open it again, but it won't success. I stared at the buttons from the car. My eyes trailed down to some button with a lock illustrated on it. Let's give it a try. I mean, it wouldn't hurt anyone. When Harry opened his mouth ready to say something, I pushed the button with a click. I tried to open the door again which finally succeeded.

As soon as the door flew open I jumped out and started to run. Soon after I regretted it, because my leg instantly started to fail. I fell down to my knees. Shit. I heard a car door slammed shut with a loud bang.

No, no, no, no! I started to panic as I crawled up to my feet which was again, no success. When I am in my panic mode, I always start to cry because I don't know what to do.

It was pitch dark outside. Suddenly I felt two hands under my arms. I felt my body raise up to my feet. Someone lifted me up. ''No, please. Leave me pl, please.'' I cried out. But no response. The only response I got was someone who carried me in a car. I struggled against its grip, but it was no use. ''Harry?'' I asked. I knew it was him, but I just wanted to be sure about it.

''Hm,''

It was Harry. ''Can you please let me d, down please..'' I stuttered while trying to escape his grip.

He laughed softly, ''But, Ruby, if I do, you'll fall. Your leg isn't healed yet, remember?''

''I don't care.'' I harshly spoke. But it was too late, he already lifted me in the car and closed the door behind me. I saw him jogging to his side of the car. When he sat down on his seat, he rapidly locked the car again. I cried out in frustration. I hate it when I can't control things.

The whole drive, I tried to open the door but Harry constantly kept his warning gaze between me and the road. It was annoying.

~~

When we finally arrived to wherever he wanted to go, he stopped his car and spoke up, ''Ruby,'' he looked at me.

I didn't response. ''Ruby, look at me.'' Harry demanded. I kept looking out of the window.

''I. Said. Look. At. Me.'' Harry spoke through gritted teeth. ''And why would I? You didn't listen to me when I told you to stop and drop me off somewhere, and now I need to listen to you? Well listen up, pretty boy, ain't gonna happen.'' I hissed at him.

Suddenly I felt weight on my lap and my back pressed against the back of my seat. I shut my eyes as I felt hot breath on my forehead.

''Here's this thing, pretty girl,'' Harry angrily whispered against my face, emphasizing the words 'pretty girl', ''what if you just listen to me, and do what I say, huh?''

I was too scared to respond. ''Answer. Me.'' Harry demanded. I was right. I did make the right choice. He is crazy.

''I uh, y-yes, s-sir.'' I whispered still with my eyes closed. ''Good.'' Harry said as I felt him get up and open the door to get out. I slowly opened my eyes and sighed. I saw Harry in the door opening from the car and waiting for me to climb out. I was way too anxious to run. And still I think I'm not able to even run because of my leg. Besides, he won't let me. When I climbed out I felt Harry's hand tight around my upper arm to keep me stable.

''I can walk by myself perfectly fine, thank you.'' I muttered. Harry just chuckled.

~~

When Harry closed the door behind him, he turned on the lights so I can get a better look of his house. Or well, apartment. It was small, but cozy. ''You like it?'' I turned around, relying on the dresser that stood beside me. I just glanced at him, than remembered what he said. ''Y-yes.'' I fake smiled. He smirked.

''Come.'' Harry said, while grabbing my hand. Who does he think he is? I pulled my hand back. Harry gave me a sternly look as he grabbed my hand again.

I'm so, so, so sorry for not updating in a while.