Wishful Thinking (A Nikki Sixx Fanfic)

A Run-In With Dr. Feelgood

It was two days after my birthday and Nikki and I were now both 22. Tommy, Nikki, and I were running out of shit to either shoot up on or snort, so Tommy decided to send me out to our dealer and get us some more shit. So there I was, walking down the strip to the alley that our dealer usually sold in. I took a turn into the alley and was greeted by some unfamiliar and certainly not friendly faces.

"What are you doin' here girly?" Growled a man from behind me.

"Chill man, I'm just down here to get some shit and I'll be out of here," I tried reasoning. I was in no mood to get into fights today, and these men didn't seem to understand that I could beat their pretty little asses.

"You better get goin' girl," Demanded the man.

"Fuck off man," I said boredly.

"I don't remember asking if you wanted to," The man said, pushing me to the alley wall abruptly.

"Last I checked you weren't my dad," I sassed, really not in the mood for this.

"Don't talk back to me girly," Ordered the man.

"No, I'm good. This is way too much fun to stop," I replied, smirking. I guess he didn't like that answer because he only responded with a punch in the face.

"Oh come on, you can punch harder than that. That was just disappointing," I complained. I knew the more riled up I could get him, the easier it would be to get some punches in and get out of there.

"You're just asking for trouble today aren't you?" The man snarled.

"Why wouldn't I? This is fun!" I joked. The man only growled in return.

"Bad doggie!" I scolded. He threw another punch toward my face, hitting my jaw dead on.

"I hope you don't want kids," I stated simply.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Questioned the man angrily.

"This!" I shouted, kneeing him in the balls.

"Bye babe!" I called over my shoulder as I walked home.

———

I mentally prepared myself for the walk through that door. I already knew Nikki and Tommy would become like my two mothers, checking every part of my body for injuries.

"I'm back!" I called.

"What chu got? Oh my god your face!" Tommy screamed, running over to me and falling to his knees in front of me. He went to bring his hands to my face when I slapped him away.

"I don't want your hands near my face. God knows you've been playing with yourself while I was gone," I scolded jokingly, "Or worse, Nikki." He looked at me with a disapproving glare that poorly hid and smile.

"I have not! Now let me see. I need to clean this up," Tommy demanded.

"Yes Dad," I groaned.

"I'm not your father," Tommy said.

"Oh right sorry, Mom. I forgot you were a woman," I shot back, not wanting to give that opportunity up.

"Ouch," Tommy whined, putting a hand to his chest in mock hurt.

"I can smell Tommy being roasted from a mile away. What's going on?" Asked Nikki.

"I went dumpster diving and found a raccoon," I claimed, not wanting to tell the truth.

"We all know that only happens one Wednesday a year, and it's Thursday," Nikki prodded, knowing that what I said was a poor cover up.

"I got in a fight," I mumbled, letting my black hair cover my fact.

"What part did you go for first?" Asked Tommy, knowing that I got some kind of hit in.

"His ability to have children," I informed.

"And this is why I need to try to not get in fights with you," Nikki joked, his black cloud bouncing as he walked over to me.

"Clean her up Nik, I gotta go beg Vince for some shit," Tommy informed.

"Will do," Nikki replied, leading me to the bathroom.

———

"That hurt so fucking much," I complained as I sat on our couch.

"Just be glad that he didn't hit any of your piercings," Nikki said.

"Yeah, yeah," I grumbled, curling up on the couch. I was exhausted and fell asleep exactly how I was. I didn't mind that possibility of neck pain, I just wanted sleep.

———

"Dammit Tommy. Be quiet, she's sleeping," Nikki ordered, not knowing that he had woken me up. As I suspected, my neck was very sore from sleeping at such an awkward angle.

"No use now. I'm up fuckers," I said, rising from my position on the sofa.

"Well, so much for letting you sleep, I guess," Tommy said, shrugging his shoulders and biting into an apple that he had in his hand.

"Lee, pass me an apple will you?" I requested putting a hand out to grab said apple.

"Here you go," Tommy complied, handing me that red juicy goodness.

"You are my savior," I claimed, getting on my knees and raising both of my arms for extra effect.

"You're so dramatic," Nikki chuckled.

"That's what I get from being on stage so much," I said, getting of my knees.

"How do you feel?" Nikki asked, still concerned about her.

"Alive!" I shouted.

"Live wire!" Screeched Tommy, singing one of their songs that Nikki had come up with. The boys had recently been signed and planned on putting that song on their first album.

"Not quote as good as Vince," I taunted.

"Fuck you," Tommy said, laughing.

"I don't think she would want that," Nikki stated.

"No thanks," I agreed, chuckling lightly.

———

"Now I would like to bring some friends on stage to preform with us," Jack announced, grinning from ear to ear.

"Make some noise for Mötley fuckin' Crüe!" Jack yelled into the mic. The boys stampeded onto the stage joining us for our next song. It was going to be a mix of Little Hell-Raisers and Live Wire.

———

"Little Hell-Raisers!" Jack sang into the mic, followed my Vince screeching, "Live Wire!" At one point I had lept onto Nikki's back while we were playing. We stayed like that for a while until I decided I wanted down. I fell back and onto the stage, landing on my back and jumping up behind Nikki. We danced around together for a while when I decided I was bored and went to taunt Tommy. Over all the performance went great and the crowd was crazy for us.

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Author's Note

I feel like this is a good place to end this. They're not all drunk, they're happy, and things are going great. I was given these weird writing prompts for school and I'm thinking about posting the stories I made using them here to see what you think. Don't be surprised if those pop up someday. That's all for this chapter. Bye! 👋